Archived.

ditched.

2007-12-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

moved to wordpress.
http://www.powerbao.wordpress.com
sorry for lack of inspiration for name.
wanted baozer. what a LOL name.
clickbao. idiot.
baoday. bao qing tian. go die please.
ahhbao. taken. ni mama de.
yeap, you get the damn point.

so much easier to handle than messy html codes. (:
byebye blogger.
byebye 200+++++ posts.
lol.

weakening as the weeks past.

2007-12-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

hands up!
(image credits to kyle's facebook.)

i don't even have that strength to. x_x
i just want this week to end.
but first, i have to manage through friday's japanese presentation.
.. i will survive! barely though.

got a sad B for DTAT.
guess my disappointment was evident on my face when she told me.
but i deserved it anyway.
such.. insignificant objects.
however, i can't understand why so many images were blur.
it looks perfectly fine and clear on the screen.
proves that the screen is deceiving.
but i guess that's that.
just put in more effort for the Self Promotional Kit assignment then.

my father came by the other day.
told me to be ready for the rain of questions from the relatives,
if i am to visit them come next year's Chinese New Year.
will they die without comparison?
and it's just not fair that i have to offer my grades up for inspection.
while i remember nobody there, nor do i get to know their grades.
not that i give a damn for theirs of course.
i remember that skeptical tone/look that uncle gave me on this year's CNY.
when i told him i only entered 3 choices for my polytechnic choices.
"what if you don't get in any of the 3?"
i didn't reply something nasty of course, since i was threading on uncertainty.
but i was thinking, couldn't he wish for the better for me, instead of that?
sigh.
i feel hostility every year i visit.
it's not like i didn't smile.
i greeted them nice and happy.
guess i just don't belong there.

anyway, let's talk about other things.
i've been playing FFXII Rejuvenant Wings.
really addictive and fun. better than dragon quest monsters though.
in my personal opinion. perhaps the latter is kinda slow paced.
i mean, pokemon hasn't been my favourite game, seriously.
cause i don't really like uninteractive 1-to-1 combat.
if it was 1-to-1 intensive combat, then it would be an entire new case altogether.

oh on a random note;
hey i dreamt of chunfu yesterday night.
lol, seriously random.
maybe it was 'cause i was talking to him before i slept.

i'm thinking of shifting to either wordpress or livejournal.
and i'm not myspace savvy. lol.
i'm not following the trend, no.
but i'm lazy to meddle with the HTML.
especially when i'm sick of certain layouts.
blogskins isn't especially friendly with vista.
screws up the downloaded template.
any ideas?
i do have a livejournal account now.
but it's all locked entries. (:
so.. what now?
drop me a tag/comment please.
+ on another note, blogger screws up your posts every now and then.

my daily dosage of theclickfive.
gosh.
i've spent my last CMaths lesson doodling theclickfive names and song lyrics.
on the lecture theatre table, on my textbook. o_o
it was mostly theclickfive(: and their names.
kyle patrick, joey zehr, joe guese, ethan mentzer, ben romans. (:
oh i doodled eric dill too. he's not forgotten. ~~yet~~.
and then there were lyrics.
of maryjane, empty, when i'm done, jenny, just the girl, summertime.
my playing of modern minds and pastimes album has dropped.
from 4 times a day to 1 time.
mainly cause of the lack of time and ive been playing games on bus rides.
instead of listening and looking at the view.
well, haven't got much of a good seat lately.
waking early, packed-like-sardines bus rides.
going back home in the evening, packed-like-sardines bus rides, yet again.

hm, guess i've written enough for today.
for now.
i have a lot to say.
but my eyelids are kinda heavy.
i love you, my dearest bed.
but stop calling me to you when i need to do work.
thank you, darling. (:

good night.

back to face the music.

2007-12-02T11:49:00.000+08:00

back from desaru fruit farm 1 day trip.
and calmed down pretty much.
i just realised some strange things from my trip.
i didn't take any photos of the farm, although it's like the main thing.
lol, guess im more intrigued by other details.
but then, the fruits are really delicious.
sweet and all. (:

well, the trip started off with breakfast.
ah koon's sai dao yu wan. (ah koon's (some kind fish) ball noodles)
the noodles were great yea, so were the prawn flavoured fish cakes.
i had orange juice, fresh. and served in a damn cool cup.

cool huh. (:

fruit farm next. didn't have any nice pictures of it.
not that i took any. haha.
but there was a mini zoo.
1 eagle (my favourite bird species, but this one was a bit, stiff.)
lotsa goats, chickens (that includes a horny rooster), rabbits.
snakes (i ignored this), budgeriars, ostriches, geese, ducks.
i caught an unglam ostrich on my camera. lol.

lol. it was pecking and biting the wires.
guess it's hungry or something. =l

we went to this beach. i forgot what's it's called.
tanjong.. bala or something.. o_O?
the wind was really strong. like really really strong.
like look at these trees!

we saw some graphite rocks i think.
it was those that the tour guide said is worth a million?
yi bai wan? lol. but it was high tide. couldn't get out there.

oh, then after which my cousin saw these triangular dark shapes in the further waters.
some conversation between my cousin and me.
C: eh, i think those are sharks!
me: you sure they're not dolphins?
C: dolphins live in the ocean.
me: isn't this the ocean?
C: oh. ya hor. but.. aiya! i think those are sharks ah!
me: oh really. do sharks swim in packs?
C: i don't know.
me: i don't think so? i also don't know.
C: ...
me: never mind, we're not going into the sea anyway.
C: there are people surfing near there!
me: ...
C: later if it is shark, then bite them how?
me: ... they're swimming away.
C: ...
me: ...

lol, but seriously, we saw some triangular dark shapes.
like 2-3 of them. i forgot how to differenciate between sharks & dolphins.
so, oh well.

dangerous (?) waters(?).
then is was dinner time!

not exactly the most glamorous place.
but you bet they provide the most savoury seafood there.
it's a seafood restaurant!
we had lotsa food.
baby lobster, fried chicken pieces, oyster egg, veggies, shark's fin soup.
and, steamed fish, vegetable wrap, butter curry crab, longan soup..
i think i missed out 1 or 2 dishes. but you get the point?
i finished my bowl of rice at the 2nd or 3rd dish.
and there were so many more dishes! wth!
ate until.. boom! lol.
oh, then there was this b***h.
she thinks that just because she doesn't use the bathroom to pee.
she can just ask her mom, who is at the back of the 10-ppl long queue.
to go to the front and use it to pee.
hello, my grandmother is behind you. you unreasonable arse.
oh, and she was like assuming the attitude of she's so right.
when 2 others in the queue were glaring at her and saying things about queue-cutters.
she's probably some spoilt brat, (doesn't sound singaporean, but is still tourist. o.o).
oh well. never mind!

we went to see fireflies next!
no pictures of fireflies.
can't really get a good picture of fireflies you know.
because we had to go really quiet on the boat.
no flashes allowed. and the lights were real small!
they look really like christmas trees.
fireflires must be the most beautiful and saddest insects on earth. (:
fireflies don't glow yellow or orange.
they're just white lights. (:
o we nearly crashed into a fallen tree.
but the uncle being an expert, turned in time.
the small branches scrapping the side of the boat. O:
there was this souvenir shop beside the fireflies exploration shop.
they were selling a kind of light decoration which i think was really nice.
but we had no place to hang them at home, so we didn't buy any.
):

see those nice star lights. (:
pretty.
but i got myself this anyway!

heh.
it's spinning at the window at the moment. (:
oh you know, that decorations and this are all hand made!
gosh. O_O!

yeap, and that concludes the trip.
l:
so now im back, to do my proposal!
in a more positive mood! (:

...

2007-11-30T16:36:00.000+08:00

(edit)

i quit.
im pathetic.
since they think so.
what with the external pressure from (them).
peer pressure.
personal expectations.
oh, it's nothing.
it's just me.
i'm totally pathetic.
that's why i can't take it.
yep.

they know what's going on inside of me.
they SO know.
yeah right.
if they know even an inkling,
the sky would drop a good 15 inches.
or that the earth would shrunk about 15cm in diameter.

im not going to sleep tonight.
because im pathetic.
so im going to give them a scare.
but they probably don't know anyway.

im not gonna say i know them.
but i definitely know them better than they know me.
what their next step that is.
not their lame habits.
like observing mine.

oh. they = my family.
my ~~fucking~~ DEAREST family.

yeah whatever.
i can never satisfy their expectations of me.
no matter how hard i try.

...

im pathetic.
see.

i'm screwed!

2007-11-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

damn, i shouldn't have agreed on going to malaysia with my family this coming saturday.
with the in tray choked full with mmp1 proposal, cmsk scope, ides assignments.
there's just one word to describe the situation i'm in: fuck.

so, i'll be rushing out my mmp1 proposal template tomorrow.
once i reached home from japanese.
hence i probably won't be able to support the class soccer team.
damn the malaysia trip. ):

i didn't wanna go at first, because they said it was in december.
and december indicates it's doomsdays-filled month.
because of the deadlines & also the term tests.
and hello, they said, oh it's just one day, you can work on sunday.
uh, can we clear up something?
those things like proposal isn't something you can just cook up in 1 day.
man.
i totally feel like crying now.
):
friggin' stressed up.
oh talk about work.
i didn't go for japanese lecture today.
bad girl. ):

i'm at a loss for words.
and also lost about what i'm going to do now.
i'll start working on my proposal then.
):

a tiny joe guese avatar, clipped from Jenny MV.

even this couldn't cheer up u.. h.. a..
ahahahahaha..
it cracked me up. lol.

alright.
going to work on my proposal then.
I HOPE SOME LECTURERS/TEACHERS/TUTORS READ MY BLOG.
READ THIS:
TOO MUCH WORK, DAMN IT.
WE'RE NOT ROBOTS. WE'RE HUMANS.
AND, WE HAVE A LIFE.
IT'S NOT OUR FAULT WE'RE STUCK IN THIS DAMN EDUCATION SYSTEM.

yep.
oh, and if you wanna continue reading.
i've one last word.

fuck!

take a break to breathe.

2007-11-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

i like reading the blog entries on The One Love.
artistes ~~are~~ have ordinary lives too.
as in, a life of their own, not what the paparazzi shows.
we are all vulnerable.

taking a little break for now.
before rushing on with those assignments.
the teachers don't keep promises.
2 assignments due per week?
that was suppose to be the "promise".
and what the hell?
3-4 per week now!
hello, can't you see we're all gasping for breath?
):

i like this little animated avatar of ethan mentzer of the click five.
he's like: "WHOAAAA~"!
lol, cute!
yeah, i really whoa-ing at our load of work.
it's gonna topple over and crush me soon.
x_x

addicted to MMAP! (:
i think kyle's voice is better than eric's?
that's my personal opinion.
but overall, i think kyle's better too.
but then again, if kyle didn't appear..
if eric didn't leave..
nobody would actually do this kinda comparison.
yes?

(edits)
due to some errors caused by me. (lol)
i erased pictures from previous posts.
so it looks kinda wordy. oh well.
make it up next time. (:

HEROES!

2007-11-25T16:22:00.000+08:00

yay, just finished watching season 1 of heroes! (:
it's love. love~ (:

peter petrelli~ (: (oh you know, this actor's name is like Milo Ventimiglia? milo! so cool. LOL.)
yeah well. i don't get it leh.
why can't he control that radioactive power? hmm.
season 2 please! onegaishimasu!
i suppose he's dead, assuming from season1. ):
spoilers please, tell me he didn't die. *-*
and he really looks scary when he's pale. o_o
and really erm.. i don't know what to say. LOL~
claire's got a damn cool way of escaping from an office.
she.. jumps out of the window. LOL! sugoi~!
and lol, hiro transported himself back to 1671, what the heck?
(:

okay yeap so.
season 2! complete faster! LOL!
so i can get borpee or benneth to burn for me. =x
(x

clicked!

2007-11-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

joe guese, ben romans, ethan mentzer, kyle patrick & joey zehr! (:

i think i'm officially clicked.

why do i feel a little guilty towards mayday. lol.

the only different bit about loving mayday & theclickfive is..

that i think c5's funnier/more gorgeous. LOL!

oh no, better not let eeyen see this. ):

rwar!

kyle is a giant. o_o

joey said that he added 6 more inches to the band.

oh my god. o_o and you know the average caucasian is already so tall!

wonder what he eats. o_O

okay enough of clickfive on the blog. rofl.

or rather, more next time. LOL.

trying to do my japanese research on samurais without being distracted.

but obviously, i'm kinda failing.

thanks to facebook. LOL JK.

~~but kyle has alot of pictures. omg i didn't say anything.~~

and also youtube. oh nah.

~~those click's videos are so freaking funny. LOL.~~

shut up, bao! o_o

yay, i got Heroes from ben. lol.

shall watch this weekend. (:

i think i want an iPod. not a mini, nor a shuffle.

and i wish someone on the click's forum would send me those webisodes.

or that the click will upload back up the webisodes 3-5/6. D:

/me wonders if the boston music awards will be aired on channel 5.

i wish we have cableTV at home. damn it!

sometimes i wish i was born in the US? UK? o_O

or sometimes even japan.

but sometimes, i'm just glad to be born here in singapore.

i'm bilingual!

okay, make that multi-lingual! (:

i guess there's still the down side to everything though.

but still, gotta thank fate/destiny/god for it. (x

as compared to certain parts of the world, i'm pretty much fortunate.

but you know, we do like complaining that much.

reflecting, i realise its all on the spur of the moment. o_o

like those rants on family, BGR, those major aspects of life.

which does NOT include schoolwork. because they're always an ass.

lol. but then again, some people don't even get to study. =l

still. humans!

always not knowing how fortunate we are.

until we stop and think.

after which, we forget, once again.

what a cycle. tsk.

i'm contradicting myself, ain't i?

lol. that's my favourite pastime. (:

modern minds & pastimes!

woot!

and remember!

it's.

joe, ben, ethan, kyle & joey.

dont confuse joe & joey.

joe's on the guitar.

joey's on the drums.

although both are just as cute and funny. LOL!

okay enough is enough.

silence, i kill you.

2007-11-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

go to youtube, search Jeff Dunham, watch the Achmed & Peanut shows.
although i bet the others are nice too, but i haven't got the time to watch.
):
but it's freaking funny. hell yeah. (:

i'm so dying thanks to multimedia project.
stupid freehand software for digital tools and techniques.
and we have a new communication skills teacher,
who is B-O-R-I-N-G, yes, with the capitals. =l
gotta print out the assignment1 of DTAT tomorrow.
and boom goes about $20-$30. ):

i've been pretty vulgar of late.
screaming fuck at the tiniest errors. ):
it's the stress that's building up.
poop.

anyway, saw ruiqi & kekang today at tampines interchange.
since their bus was here, didn't get to say hi.
bleh. =.=

time passes so fast.
soon we'll be juniors. year 2s.
the days just fly past.
):

gonna reach school damn early tomorrow to do work.
gonna wake up at 5.30am.
sheesh. i'm hungry now though. ):

oh damn.
gotta stop watching clickfive on youtube. =.=

KP & JZ! <3

2007-11-18T14:59:00.000+08:00

alright. suppose to be doing my CMSK now.
but who cares at the moment. lol. x:

went Sentosa with zhicong, chuanjie, ming, borpee, benneth, weikang & tun yesterday.
took some photographs for DTAT.
screw that subject, i still don't have enough pictures. -_-
after which, we went to VivoCity to enjoy the coolness. lawl. (x
then off to ming's house (without chuanjie & tun & =.=) to slack around.
Guitar Hero is a good game to train your fingers. o_O'
borpee got pwned at Mario Kart. :P
yep, that's about yesterday. =l

i need to get a 2gb micro sd card.
IT fair's coming! any kind souls willing to accompany me?
and gimme details too. (:
*grins

went surfing around the net. weee~
i'm seriously addicted to The Click Five. xD
got some pictures off the net. ahahaha. (x
watched their The Band Behind The Band webisodes.
but webisodes 3 to 5 are down. damn!
they're funny. lmao. p:
Joey Zehr & Kyle Patrick are like <333. HEHE~ :D
bleh, i kept typing KP as Patricks. =.=
oh well. funny, cute, gorgeous. ahahaha. :x
KP's only 21 this year! omgwth? o_O
*grins at screen

i need new wallpapers. =\
freehand software transferring from borpee.
kinda slow, but it's necessary. ):
noooo, schoolwork's killin' me. D:

gah. okay, back to work.
no more goggling at cute boys. (:
*lol

WTF.

2007-11-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

the post i just typed so hard.
got deleted.
blogger's screwed up. again.
fuck you. =.=

all messed up.

2007-11-13T19:32:00.000+08:00

this is freakingly crazy.
i wish i have more time on my hands to deal with all this.
messing up mmp1 with dtat. fook!
skipped japanese lecture today.
no eyecandy.
but there's a good side to it. cannot say it here. lols.
then ill go to the thursday's lecture. (:

watched the Heroes premiere on channel 5 yesterday.
oh my, i can't watch alone. lol.
i'm freaking timid for god's sake. ._.
hiro is damn cool leh.
although i like the mind-reading skill too. lols.

i'm addicted to The Click Five's album!
Modern Minds and Pastimes!
aw man. (:
<333
-faints-
joey & kyle~ (x

okay.
i shall not touch any sketchbooks for a while.
i need to take some pictures.
):
bloody hell.

what a hellish semester.
somebody, save my life. x_x

i am, SO overwhelmed.

2007-11-11T13:27:00.000+08:00

you know what, week 6 looks damn near from here now.
._.
oh and if you're wondering what's with week 6.
it's the doomsweek. =='
i have a freaking japanese presentation on SAMURAIS on week 6.
what the.. heck.

my homework undone at the moment:
MMP1: 4 more pages of sketches/scraps
DTAT: so many many photographs untaken.
IDES: so many many sketches undone.
CMSK: reference worksheet2, report introduction. (does the handsign at CMSK)
OOPG: tutorial/lab for tomorrow. (does the handsign again. LOL!)
Japanese: presentation research, ALL NOT DONE! OMGWTFBBQ!

hi, somebody save me.
but i guess everyone's facing the same thing.
=='
*^&^!$(*!&$*(!&$*!
):
and i have no idea how to do CMSK.
and you know, my english.. argh.
i got pwned by homework.
but you know.
I SO FREAKING LOVE HOMEWORK YO!
(in a mental state of instability)

oh god.

2007-11-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

went cityhall/marina square/funan with zoe & cheryl today! (:
had billy bombers for lunch!
because stupid sakae doesn't have buffet on public holidays. ._.

things there sure are huge. lol.
we share a USA party platter & ole fish and fries among us 3.
had mussels for my first time. (:
not bad. :D

went to buy my brother's birthday present.

tomorrow is his day. (:

hope he'll enjoy it.

the pop-up card sure is cute. :D

my first time buying an original English album. LOL.

The Click Five, Modern Minds and Pastimes! <3

and finally, got myself a new mouse. denim styled optical mouse.
800dpi. softer clicking.
but..
seems like i need a little more adaptaing to it. lol.

alright, that's all then. (:
gotta go buy printer ink tomorrow. (:

sore.

2007-11-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

yea, sore throat. ._.
and i'm like still not cutting back alot.
but i did cut back. ._.
so i think i'll get myself strepsils tomorrow.
(:
meeting zoe, cherl and maybe fel! (:
heading down to funan.
check out some things that i want/need.
then if the price is alright, i'll get them.
since it's funan IT mall.
they should have a wide variety. :D

newater trip was..
you can't say it was productive.
nor interesting.
but again, you can't say it's boring.
._.
it falls in the gray zone.
but i've still got 1 thing to complain.
DAMN IT, DO YOU KNOW THE ROAD OUT WAS FRIGGIN FAR.
and by the time we walked to the door, the shuttle bus came back already.
screw the shuttle bus. it's so freaking small.
it's not a bus. it's like, a mini van thing.
bah! ._.
THANKS ALOT AH!
im sick, ye know?! ._.
not really sick, but still, it's a VIRUS!!
my system's been attacked!

ooh, geek speak. is cool.
LOL!
System.out.println("ahbao says: geek speak is cool.");
hahhaahaha.

you just gotta hate Java.
before you love Java.
lol, what screwed logic is this.
but who cares.
when it's RUN-ABLE.
you go, YES!!
when it's NOT.
you go, OMG, F*** YOUU!

yes, ahbao is talking nonsense.
because it's nearly bedtime.
she blabbers quite alot of nonsense when that time approaches.
(:

okayie, good night everybadeh.
:D

stupid is a mean word.

2007-11-06T22:31:00.001+08:00

caught The Game Plan with fel today. (:
it made me cry. ):
T_T
my tear glands are that active.
plus a weak heart. lol. :x

after which, fel came to TP with me.
for my japanese lecture. (:
fel is my lucky star!!
for the first time, he's early for lecture.
for the first time, sat so close to him!
(x
i think my heart stopped beating. lol. :x
he's so skinny! that he scares fel. :x
eh~ but he wore beanie yesterday, kawaii desu yo~
nya~ (x
hmmmmmmmm.

but whatever.
i'm changing the song on the blog.
will autoplay it for a few days before changing it to manual.
sorry for any irritation caused.
in case the song doesn't suit your taste. (:

oh, i reached home with a bad appetite.
and after that, a short temper. ):
these long mondays, tuesdays and wednesdays are getting the shit outta me.
and although this week's mmp1 are cancelled.
i still feel laden down by alot of things.
screw those design subjects.
i didn't pick IT to learn design.
._.
but heck, if it's gonna help me in the future.
i'm just gonna fight on.
just like fighting away the fever.
so, BRING IT ON!
i'll just whack all of them down!!

dang, i'm sneezing like crazy.
T-T
and oh dear, my head's full of..
oh never mind.

adjustments,

2007-11-04T12:56:00.001+08:00

had a hint of sore throat yesterday.
was a bit worried.
then i woke up today with a sore throat.
took my temperature. haven't got a fever.
thank god.
so i'm drinking lotsa water now. spamming.
keep going to the toilet. :x
well, shall cut back on the heaty food now.
a slight headache. but ill get better.
I WILL NOT FALL SICK.
so please siam, stupid virus. RWAR!

ok anyway, added haloscan comment box.
because cbox tagboard seems a little unstable.
and i off the auto-play for the embedded song at the side.
i guess it gets abit irritating after a while.
be changing song soon. (:
if you want the song, ask from me ya. (:
so there's that, for the minor blog adjustments.

hmm. no mmp1 lessons this week.
i'll take the chance to rest more.
kinda lucky. (:
i'm gonna go for japanese lecture on tuesday.
although it's 6-7pm.
but you know. i work hard for those little chances.
with a stroke of luck, perhaps, a chance to befriend.
bittersweet indeed. [hor, fel? :x]

ahbao, why do i get this feeling you're so hopeless.
._.

memories.

2007-11-02T19:26:00.001+08:00

saw ryan today at TP concourse.
beatboxing! (:
it's been so long since i hear him beatbox. ):
i used to be like irritated over standing between him and mervyn.
lol. but you know, it's become part of my memories.
oh well. guess those were the days. (:

anyhow.
fel! you think you can crash on tuesday instead.
(:
accompany me for japanese lecture leh. although it's a little late. ):
but i want show you uh. you know. the person whose name i want.
T_T

oh yea, had lunch with devon and chunfu today after japanese tutorial.
talked so much with them.
(:

okay. that's about it for today.

empty heart.

broken.

2007-11-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

lol. so funny can.
yalun rocks as always! <3

nothing much to say.
im lost for words.
head full of images.

assholes.

2007-10-31T20:56:00.001+08:00

):
in case anyone didn't read the NewPaper.
roarrrrrr.

JENNY. <3

2007-10-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

Jenny: The Click Five

heh. currently i'm addicted to this song.
i like the drummer and vocalist leh. so cute. lol. :x

turned down the twe alumni performance.
official reasons being tests week & projects/assignments rushing time.
but seriously, i've been out of touch with my instrument for so long.
i don't need another fatal blow at my already low confidence levels.
i used to think i'm coping with everyone else.
but you know, zat always say i don't inject feelings into my playing.
and that, is something that you can't exactly teach.
techniques isn't the only thing you need.
and the other thing is exactly something i can't succeed in.
i know i know. i know you're gonna say, Try. TRY.
it's not like i didn't. i feel more frustration to be honest. ):

to put it simply, i'm scared.

i felt the furthest distance today.
we were about 1-2 metres apart.
eye contact for about 3-5 seconds.
we don't know each other's name.
then the buses moved.

i think my heart flew home on his bus.

oyasumi-nasai.

2007-10-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

hai hai. i feel like nakatsu now.

except that it's bed time, not nap time.

tomorrow's a long day, til 7pm it is.

phone's dead today. -_-

reminder: reply rickson. although it's late. better than never. -_-

watched 25 episodes of magical girl lyrical nanoha strikers.

waiting 26. =l

i still like signum & fate's devices.

and hayate's and reinforce's power and wings.

reinforce's hair too. (:

going out with ZOELIM and CHERYLANNTEO and maybe CINDYTEOW.

next thursday!!

i love them all okay.

and eating good food with them just makes it even better.

and of course,

FELICIALEE, SHIRLEYONG, WHERE ARE YOU GUYS!?

miss you like it's a constant stomachache. -_-

so..

MSN UNO is fun. lol.

getting bored and crappy already.

nevermind.

ill go to bed then

ja ne.

end of week 1.

2007-10-26T12:48:00.000+08:00

phew.
japanese tutorial wasn't so bad.
made new friend.
and the teacher's nice.
lol.
but it's gonna be a little tough yes.

well, that's the end of week one for you!
i've shifted the song to the sidebar.
<3

note to self: complete interface design sketches!

jenny is nice.
the song. not a person.
\m/

sketchbook semester.

2007-10-24T19:32:00.001+08:00

Dogs Don't Lie.
Sekime! :D My current MSN avatar. (:
<3

Yep anyway, the total amount of money to be spent on sketchbooks this semester is..
S$22.40!!
3 spiral-bound sketchbooks, and 1 stapled sketchbook. ):
thank MMP1 for sparing a thought for us, stapled will do.
cheaper. (:

ROAR!

screwed!!

2007-10-23T21:21:00.000+08:00

phark! the 3 paragraphs which i wrote 10 minutes ago got deleted.
=.=

okay let me try and recall.

o.o
oh, the 3 hours break was really boring.

no ds.

no connection.

BORING.

er. oh ya, japanese lecture wasn't that bad.
met leejuen and linda.
and barnabas and i saw ONE student from IND.

but we don't know his name.

LOL. ==''

well, i don't have any intention of dropping japanese.

so, have to buck up for it.

looks difficult.

but if i get a good grade, maybe i'll consider french for the next CDS.

if it's available. lol. -.-"

damn, i forget what i wrote just now already la.

=.=

anyway, i saw my eyecandy! <3

the one that lives in yishun & study at TP IIT school also. :D

oh and remind what's IIT again?
hmm..

temasek informatics and IT school. (:
enrich . . something . . enjoy it? lol. oops. =x

back to school woes

2007-10-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

today's first day at school.
i think only multimedia project MMP1 is okay.
i mean, mr woo(bs, LOL) is not exactly boring.
the zoho online notebook is kinda interesting.
but OOPG is like Java progamming double the fatality. -.-
and CMSK3 is even harder now. T-T

hope tomorrow's better, even though ending at 7pm.
=l

oh oh oh!
saw qiang and linda (pinktutu?) today after school.
(x qiang = oink. LOL.
eh so. i haven't seen AHNEL. i want to see him.
(: and i want my balloon.

i want a japanese penpal.
:D

jiayou everyone for the days ahead!
off to do journal. (: MMP1!

the new set of goals in sight;

2007-10-21T11:04:00.001+08:00

(haiya, screw blogger again, image uploading is down. internal server error. kapui.)

anyway, tomorrow's first day of school for us TP students.
start of a new semester, new goals and targets to work towards to.
drink more water, keep the heat level down.
cause' illness is unaffordable. please shoo away the viruses. lols.
probably making new friends this semester..
thanks to Japanese CDS, and [freaking] solo tutorial.
T_T
yeah well. bleah!
hope i can jerk up the GPA a little this semester.
yosh! gambatte! (:

last of holidays today, shall enjoy today to the fullest.
and to deal with loads of shits starting tomorrow.
[hopefully not too much, but well, you know, you can't expect much from SCHOOL.]
yep. LOL.

JA NE!

late; but worth the time.

2007-10-20T10:58:00.000+08:00

hello. i've finished watching Japanese version of Hana Kimi finally.
im slow, yes i know. LOL.
but the final episode was really FINAL. D:
cried like what liddat. =='
heng watch alone. LOL. =x
but the part Nanba-senpai's class become Host Club, uber funny.
Osaka Gakuen Host Club?! LOL.
rofl. aiyaaaaaa.
but ending is super touching. super nice.
HA, Sano finally kissed Mizuki properly. =='
as in, not when he's drunk. hehe.
but but but!!
Sekime is cute neh. =x
lol. >_<

AIYAAAAAAA.
nanba-senpai looks ULTRA shuai in the Sakura Committee suit lah.
*-* (starry-eyed~)
NYAAA~~ XD

tour de japon

2007-10-18T17:53:00.000+08:00

bloghopping. caught sight of these videos. use your ears and heart.
give them some of your time.
listen.

PS. it takes a while to load. i just can't resist embedding so many.
they're all so nice!

Final Fantasy Main Theme
(My hair stood throughout this. GOD.)

FFVII AC (aka Cloud Smiles)
(ps band players, do note the oboist solo. his breathing especially.)

Final Fantasy VII Aerith's Theme

Theme of Love (愛のテーマ, Final Fantasy IV)

Ronfaure (Final Fantasy XI)

there's just something special in japanese bands, symphonic orchestras.
i think some people call it magic.
but i think "magic" is not enough to describe it.
it's so...
oh nevermind. there's no word for it.
just one more reason to love japan & japanese.
Nobuo Uematsu is THE composer.
pieces arranged by Shiro Hamaguchi.

this is the setlist for Tour de Japon.

Opening ~ Bombing Mission (オープニング～爆破ミッション Final Fantasy VII)
At Zanarkand (ザナルカンドにて Final Fantasy X)
Ronfaure (Final Fantasy XI)
Aerith's Theme (エアリスのテーマ Final Fantasy VII)
The Oath (Final Fantasy VIII)
Not Alone (独りじゃない Final Fantasy IX)
Main Theme of Final Fantasy V (ファイナルファンタジーVメインテーマ Final Fantasy V)
Main Theme of Final Fantasy VII (F.F.VIIメインテーマ Final Fantasy VII)
Theme of Love (愛のテーマ Final Fantasy IV)
Final Fantasy I-III Medley 2004 (Final Fantasy, Final Fantasy II, Final Fantasy III)
Opera “Maria and Draco” (オペラ “マリアとドラクゥ” Final Fantasy VI)
From FF7 Advent Children (FF7　アドベントチルドレンより Final Fantasy VII Advent Children)
Final Fantasy Main Theme (ファイナルファンタジー　メインテーマ Final Fantasy series)

GO LISTEN TO EVERY PIECE.
every piece is hair raising. goodness.
anyone got the dvd/vcd or know where to get it.
goodness. GOODNESS.

my %$@!^&$ timetable..

2007-10-18T11:08:00.001+08:00

[edit]
im soloing japanese tutorial myself on friday.
wtf.
[/edit]

hello, my timetable is out.
here it goes.

monday: 9am - 6pm
tuesday: 10am - 7pm
wednesday: 8am - 6pm
thursday: 1pm - 4pm
friday: 9am - 11am

oh man. look at my tuesdays and wednesdays.
and also mondays. -_-
i think mondays are the worst, MMP, OOPG and CMSK.
CHUA SAIIIIIII.
T-T
tuesday ends at 7pm thanks to Japanese lecture at 6pm.
the neutralisation of goodness & badness. LOL.
and wednesday is like last semester's friday.
with cmaths TUTORIAL wedged in the middle.
oh my. and our tutor is Mr Goh. LOLs. OLEH~ rofl.
thursdays are fine.
fridays are like last semester's thursday.
on the plus side, just 2 hours of Japanese tut. :O
i hope the teacher's nice. it says Maiko on the timetable.
that's her name. :O cool. rofl.
oh and you know what, there's 3 lecturer's names on the Jap Lecture box.
like o_o?
and it says CMSK3 on the timetable. aren't we suppose to be taking 2. LOL.
strange. nevermind.

so sad. love-hate tragedy with the timetable. -_-
i think i have loads more comments about my timetable. LOL.
i wonder if the other CDS people are okay with their timetable.
hope it's not as bad. D:

and. IS THERE ANY CHANCE I CAN MEET YOU ZOEEEEEE. LOL.
no more wednesday=toy days! D:
oh well.

listen; boon so chia - WUYUETIANNN

YOSH!

2007-10-15T17:53:00.000+08:00

HELLO. i know it's like UBER overdue.
but patience has it's advantages.
i finally bought it!!
ORIGINAL DUH!
at s$9.90. LOLWTF.
i heart yishun sembawang man. (x

oh yeah, watched My DNA says I Love You with Cindy and Cong.
C and C. hm. reminds me of the advertisement by Fahrenheit.
CC LEMON. LOL.
ok well. off to listen to my new cd. (:

justice.

2007-10-11T10:53:00.000+08:00

《願意不愛你》
十字街道做背景寒风当道具
气氛闷的就像要下雨我在等回忆光临
记忆中那场相遇还如此清晰
怎么转眼就面对分离

温馨片段没整理已经来不及
你说有我暖过的手心现在贴着别的心
深情像片碎玻璃散落在眼底
闪着晶莹却也痛了自己

我愿意不爱你
因为所有快乐伤悲都那么多余
我愿意不爱你
痛就放在心里不用关闭不需要痊愈

快乐点滴没整理已经来不及
你说属于我们的回忆你都不能够继续
再见说得那么轻就好像空气
可是为什么我无法呼吸

我愿意不爱你
以后所有快乐都涂上凄美记忆
我愿意不爱你
从此就将回忆点滴直接注射在心里

-----------------------------------------------------------------------

anyway, anyone watched the 7o'clock show Tian Sun Ye Ye (My Family)?
i want yixi with miki~! T-T
he's like better than yilang. -.=
he baked 100 cakes for her!! (but obviously it's a show)
but he's like much sweeter. -.-;
rarrrrr! hehe.

mushroom paradise.

2007-10-09T12:28:00.000+08:00

Click to enlarge! lol. Stupid conversation with Mr. Dunno How to Spam GuoQiang. :x
bwahaha. lol. i actually lagged for like 5 mins after pressing enter. -.-''

yeah man! my Eir rocks! lol. (:
please join me on lunia! lol.
but zz, school reopening. T-T
suddenly don't wanna go school.
lol. but then again. no school doesn't exactly means good either.
rotting. tsk tsk.

炎亞綸《願意不愛你》
十字街道做背景寒风当道具
气氛闷的就像要下雨我在等回忆光临
记忆中那场相遇还如此清晰
怎么转眼就面对分离

温馨片段没整理已经来不及
你说有我暖过的手心现在贴着别的心
深情像片碎玻璃散落在眼底
闪着晶莹却也痛了自己

我愿意不爱你
因为所有快乐伤悲都那么多余
我愿意不爱你
痛就放在心里不用关闭不需要痊愈

快乐点滴没整理已经来不及
你说属于我们的回忆你都不能够继续
再见说得那么轻就好像空气
可是为什么我无法呼吸

我愿意不爱你
以后所有快乐都涂上凄美记忆
我愿意不爱你
从此就将回忆点滴直接注射在心里

MAH! no MV. T-T
not that i can find any.
the zhong ji yi ban show features da dong.
bleah. puh-leeze. =.=
and he zao-xia-ed abit on the Yu Le Bai Fen Bai feature.
T-T rofl.
never mind.
lyrics is good enough. (:

listen; 炎亞綸《願意不愛你》

gamesters unite!

2007-10-08T11:27:00.000+08:00

lol, what nonsensical title. =='
eh, but DIGIMON DS ROCKS. LOL.
sorry ah, no childhood you see.
but it's fun leh. (x
i think i prefer it more than pokemon. lol.
but then it's a little bit more complicated.
but fun. hehe.

boom. game mania~
school starting in about 2 weeks time.
gah. OOPG sia. -.-
object orientate programming. T-T
although last semester's java&alice was still passable.
but OOPG is like, a killer or something, i heard. lol.
i guess that thick magic book better prove it's worth soon.

i think im getting addicted to yalun's 愿意不爱你..
lol. gives me butterflies in the stomach. and goosebumps.
like.. can you believe he's only.. 20+..
appearances are deceptive. T-T
MAHHH.

oh yeah, i encountered this idiot noobass yesterday on audition.
with a score like 0, he scolds others on his team, NOOB.
like although i'm not his team, but the other girl got pissed by him also.
lol.
then he was like, everybody stop pressing right now!
or you'll get hacked! i am GM!
... obviously nobody paid any attention.
and that idiot happily countdown.
-.- what a disruption. spamming. floods.
RUBBISH. he got on my nerves. ==
TMD. don't know what is teamwork.
starting lose doesn't mean in the end will lose,
and you won't know if you don't play hard for your own team.
shit noob. == he should just bang wall and die instead of kpkb there lo.
lol.

okay, that was stress relief. lmao.

stage6 still doesn't have episode 10 of hanakimi. T-T
please. i know i missed out that episode because of lunia.
can you like forgive me once. don't be so harsh.
T-T so sad.
i remember the episode 9 nakatsu's last line before it ended even though it was so long after i watched it already.
"ashiya is a girl?"
zomg. im so hanging in the air. ==''
but never mind.
i'm patient. patient. patient. patient.
patience is a virtue.

oh, i reckon i should get a trip to comics connection soon.
check out the new comics tray.
lol. vampire knights probably won't be out yet.
but i don't know. T-T
both VK and TB are at volume 5. oh darn.
lol. oh well.

off to game. (:

listen; 愿意不爱你

say hello! to...

2007-10-07T11:10:00.000+08:00

mushroom! :D mum bought it, cus' she saw me fiddling with it alot at the shop. i kept saying, MO GUUUUUU. MO GUUUUU. LMAO! and she was like, aiya, i buy for you larh. lmao. :D

okay, i've been MIA for about 2 days i think. yeap.
i was busy chionging pokemon pearl ok. :D
i caught palkia and uxie! but i made the other one faint.
so, that's 2/4 ancient rare pokemon ive got. (x
im at victory road now. because im kinda lazy to run around after that mesprit.
-.- pigu pokemon play catching with me. T-T
never mind.
hello, i need a chimchar, anyone can help me trade.
T-T

ive loaded digimon into my ds. lmao.
it looks pokemon-game-style also.
but digimon! haha. =X
yea well. whatever~!

wonder when's the timetable coming.
and barnabas posted the subjects next semester.
it looks bleh.
i saw multimedia PROJECT.
and i was like.. -.-! shitass.
oh well.
i gotta learn social interactivity.
or something similar.
ive gotten into zhai-nv mode lately.
and it's like, i currently don't like crowds.
-.-
crowds are scary. don't you think so?
like, they nudge you, squeeze you, push you.
scream into your face. smoke into your face.
but you cannot WTF at them.
later they punch you. x_x
aiyo. im a noob crowd-handler. LOL.

yes that explains zhai-nv mode for you.
it's like a half-geek/hermit mode. rofl. i dunno how to explain.
but whatever. (:

listen; rey za burrel's piano omokage

ps. tell me my phone auto focus rocks. lmao. okok. bhb. =X

edits! got some quizzes off hidd's blog. hehe.

What stereotype do you belong to? Your Result: Gamer Plays games at least 4 hours a day, every day. Has a myspace layout with the game logo on it. Has more games than can count. most friends are also gamers.
No stereotype
Loner
Emo
geek/nerd
Punk
Jock
Preppy
What stereotype do you belong to?

okay, that explains. LOL.

You Feel Like You Don't Fit In 69% Of The Time

You often find life a challenge. Things that seem to come easy to others are trying for you. You haven't found your place yet and probably, on your bad days, wonder if you will. Do not lose hope, though. The world was not made for you, or so you may think. But you can still make a piece of it your own.

Do You Have a Place in This World?
Create Your Own Quiz

okay, i didn't expect so bad. but whatever.

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Manic Depressive You have extreme cycles of highs and lows. Sometimes you feel like you don't know who you are. One week you could be very hyper and happy and the next week you are slow and depressed.
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
Paranoia
What mental disorder do you have?

say LOL people. say LOL.

You Are 50% Strange!

You are a bit strange, though still more normal than strange. You definitely have some quirks, don't get me wrong. But you aren't exactly freaking out old ladies on the street. It's okay though, you've got a healthy mixture of strangeness and normality.

How Strange Are You?
Quizzes for MySpace

darn, i was hoping it was higher. LOL.

more next time. :P

monkey.

2007-10-03T10:43:00.000+08:00

hello world.

went to crowns chalet yesterday. x_x
stone there for like a period of time after i reached.
I WENT THERE BY TAXI CAN.
because the aloha loyang shuttle bus don't know die where already.
-.-''
$2.50 + $1.00 = $3.50 from Pasir Ris MRT to Aloha Loyang.
it's very quiet there. LOL.
like too quiet. lmao.
lol okay, after stoning after i reached.
started playing wii with borpee, philip, weixiang.
LOL, we were super noisy when playing the Mario Soccer 2v2.
lmao. " BALL BALL BALL! OMG DONT JUMP ON ME! WHALAO!!!!"
rofl. =.=
i suppose huiying will uplaod the video she took soon after they go home from chalet.
lol. they're still at the chalet now anyway. i think. LOL.
and the sick and twisted game is really sick and twisted.
thinking of all kinds of ways to win. lol. =.=
but i was wii-ing all the way.
like.. =.=?
after that went home at about 7. cus' need to walk out arh.
T-T

lol. shall start playing pokemon soon.
after i complete luminous arc.
i'm currently at the stage where we're hunting the stupid cocoon thingy.
-.-''
i think Synergy is useless. =.=
yeap.

ok. that's all for now.
:D

listen; 願意不愛你 - 炎亞綸

pokemon! :D

2007-10-01T09:28:00.000+08:00

okay, after chatting abit with ming and huiying yesterday.
i went to download pokemon pearl today. LOL.
so yay, i got another game to play. (:
but im abit out of touch with pokemon.
later all the new monsters i dunno. T-T
but whatever. lol. i bet i'll have problems even with the first gym.
=.=
it's okay!
im currently hooked to luminous arc. x_x
but i want my strongest fighter back please.
-.- cecille is quite a noob healer. im trying to get her to level.
kinda like a zzz task. lol.

STEAMBOAT LATERS! (:
and chalet tomorrow.
and meeting with FELICIA! and CINDYY! the day after next most probably.
hehehe.
steamboat! steamboat!

oh man. nobody has uploaded hana kimi 10 and 11 on the site that i'm watching them from.
shucks.
and the last episode 12 already out. i don't wanna spoil it for myself.
lol. patience patience. plus a little luck.

"MONG MAI ARH?! INDIAAA!!?"
-does the hand action-
LOL. i probably gonna do that later, again.
HAHAHA.
zoe, cook dang hoon for us!
tomyum danghoon from the tomyum steamboat! :D

PWNZOR.

listen; 願意不愛你 - 炎亞綸
his voice very soft leh, when he sing this song. =l
aiya, but he's the only guy i abit like among all the fahrenheit guys. tsk..
youngest, but i reckon he's also deepest. go figure. x_x

overdue!

2007-09-30T12:24:00.000+08:00

Haha, okay, sorry about the bad picture quality. Reflections and everything. =.= It was taken like within 3 seconds. The auto-focus didn't get to work it's miracle. (: But this is the nintendo ds lite i bought with my own money. $_$ vomit blood. but i'm loving it.

and i'm stuck in Lunar Knights, can't move to the dark castle. T_T BOOOO. bao, you suck la! LOL. at the moment, also playing Luminous Arc. It's like.. Final Fantasy Tactics.. =l Bleh. yea well. didn't know CROWNS going to Giant today. cus' i wasn't online the whole day yesterday because i went to Ikea, which is like beside Giant. -.-' Lmao. Oh well. That's that. (:

Say HELLO to my new soft toy! It seriously reminds me of Emile, you know, Remy's brother. HAH! Now my L has a pet rat! (: Oh and if you had watched the Zhou Ri Ba Dian Dang yesterday! You would have seen 2 of the rats they used to scare the 2 models were the same as mine! XD HAHA! What a coincidence. Oh, my grandma bought me that okay. So surprising. XD I was carrying it all around Ikea, didn't wanna put it into the big yellow bag. Well, at least until I had to eat the gigantic fishball. T-T Whaha. It's sleeping peacefully on my bed now. XD WEE!!!

steamboat tomorrow! can't wait!!

listen; luminous arc opening song [it has a song! cool shit!]

gave up.

2007-09-25T17:05:00.000+08:00

yea well. i got pissed by the USB connection of my phone. lols. =.=

anyway. blogging back~
about that day of steamboat with cheryl&zoe! (:
ok, i guessed i mentioned that i ate the most. whaha. YUM.
and then there's this super-delicious-cooked-by-zoelimpingyan DANG HOON.
LOL. ROCKS. + the uberlicious tomyam. XD
after that went to the lousy arcade there.
zomg! i found the machine that i haven't played since like..
i was 10-12?! LOL!
it was the double joystick machine. ROFL.
I GONNA PLAY THAT AGAIN NEXT TIME! :D
yeap. the next time won't be too far away eh?
ZOE! steamboat again! with CHERYL! EEYEN! and maybe even CINDY!!
WOOOOOOOOOO~
i can't wait! steamboat addict. LOLS.
unhealthy. but HECK!
i'm gonna die early i reckon. LOL.

but man, you know the ageing population thing we learnt about in secondary school. it's gonna get worst come our generation. LOL. and about the lifespan of us getting expanded because of upgraded medical technologies? yeah well. i talked about this with my aunt, sorta an accident we even went into this topic. but you know what she say. it only applies to her generation and my grandma's generation. lol, cus' you know why, she said. your (that is my) generation is exposed to gadgets like mobile phones, computers, laptops, gaming consoles, gaming devices, et cetera, and these devices as according to the many many news reports are health hazards. (ok, if you haven't heard the news, talking on the mobile phone for more than just FIVE minutes can cause cancer. i heard this from the channel 8 news apparently. i have no idea if i translated correctly. so you might just wanna regard me blabbering rubbish. thanks. LOLWTF.) yeah well, point is, i think she's got a point though. like teens like us nowadays can stay on the computer for like.. 10 hours. rofl. and powergeeks can stay 24/7 on their power computers. XD so.. just saying that we might die younger than expected eh? even with those upgraded super medical technologies, we might get cured, but the cycle just goes all over again, and then a relapse. -.- and so, with the retiring age getting higher now, and IF all those rubbish came true, we'll never get to enjoy life in our old age? since we .. won't get to the -old age- part? LOL. but then again, the technologies might improve even better! like, those side effects caused by all those gadgets will be solved! :D ain't that wonderful. XD oh yea, and examining those -currently explodable because they are fakes chargers and mobile phones- before they are sold to the public like us who are absolutely innocent and do not deserve a charger or handphone that will explode on them or with them. YEA? so, although the cases ain't high, even if they got higher, i was thinking la, (duh), that maybe somebody will impose those -having high justice and wish to protect the public innocents and absolutely will not be corrupted- people to check and examine thoroughly those gadgets eh? i mean, i personally is kinda scared that my own mobile will explode while it is in my pocket, hence ever since i read that news, i've been putting it NOT on me, but in my bag or like away from me, keep it from close contact with my skin. and also, i use the chargers for my phone and gaming device with such apprehension that i eye the chargers suspiciously every time i use them. LOL! yes, i am like a damn kiasee person, but what the hell, i'm 17, i don't wanna die just YET ok! =.=

ok, that's enough ranting about the things happening around me.
oh anyway, useless me got motion sickness on the bus today.
i was only 4 minutes into my DS game: Lunar Knights when i shut it off.
dizzy. i decided to close my eyes and try to sleep it away.
then my dad called. =.=
gawd. talking properly when i'm sick makes me even worse.
got off, coughed a little.
trying to calm myself, and tell myself not to puke everywhere.
lol. i didn't. (: good job. LOL.
feeling better now after the bath.
but whatever.
hope the doctor today was good enough to cure my gran's leg.
she's been having leg problems and her hand too.
ever since the fall since.. quite a few years back.
her arm broke then. i was freaked out.
x_x oh yea, i got scolded by her for freaking out.
lol. i didn't know what to do. and she scolded me for doing nothing.
but never mind. i guess she didn't know it was my first time encountering such a thing.
rofl. XD god bless. amitabha. (:

i shall clean my DS later. and make it wear the protective cover.
LOL.
ok, i didn't make it wear it the first time i got it.
because.
..
I DIDN'T KNOW HOW.
but anyway, a couple of my games disappeared.
o_o?
shall ask my bro why.
hmmmmm.
that's all then.
have fun reading the paragraph on the lifespan/electronics thingy.
LOL!
XD
i mean, i had fun writing it. LOL.

listen; li kai di qiu biao mian - MAYDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MING!!! :D

P.S. ZOE! i really want steamboat. LOL. i don't mind twice more actually. LOLS.

screwed.

2007-09-24T12:00:00.000+08:00

somehow my bluetooth connection between my phone and my laptop ain't working. =.=
i think it's throwing tantrums. or PMS-ing. LOLs. so. i'm lazy to connect them, because the USB ports connecting doesn't exactly work on first try. it works after like, the 1 millionth try. =.= ass. lols. next time then. proper update with pics that is. gomen-nasai~

MIA-ness..

2007-09-22T14:23:00.000+08:00

LOLs.
i finally went online after 2 days of virtual-mia-ing.
because nel smsed me asked me where am i. LOL.
im a guai tudi ok, shifu. HAHA.

been playing my DS for 2 days. HEHE.
oh and had steamboat with zoe&cheryl on thursday.
HAHA, steamboat roxxors with this two peeps! (x
do that AGAIN some time later K! :D

will update properly again on monday.
paiseh. HEHE.

conflicting beliefs, ideals, etc etc..

2007-09-16T12:24:00.001+08:00

yay. buying Nintendo DS. xD
bro told me it's about 330 like that?
with the r4 and everything that HY told me about.
lol. within my budget still.
because if i were to get the PSP, it's off my budget.
by.. about 30 bucks. LOL. -.-''
but since my bro got PSP le. NDS is a better choice. XD
at first i was worried about the r4 and such.
but i guess i worry for nothing then! :D
XD
NDS, matte kudasai! (:

first step to retail therapy.
LOL. just kidding.
i don't really need the therapy. lol.
(:
then i'll buy mayday de CD.
put off very long already. LOL.
mainly because i've been rotting at home.
and i only have contacts via the virtual world.
the internet that is. with my online pals. (x

oh well.
on a different note.
i'm always amazed at the first meeting with friends after holidays or a period into the holidays.
because there is always something different.
little or drastic, there ALWAYS is change.
perhaps it's due my mundane life that i'm easily amazed.
maybe because i'm so boring so i'm easily excited.
-.-
but i guess it's just me.
i mean however high one's adaptability level is,
you'll always have some kinda reaction towards some kinda change right.
lol. i mean that's like a good thing.
aiya but whatever.
it's probably just this bao-gene in me.
hehe.

zoe's 17 yesterday! with mobile mails! lol!
jiayou ah zoe! (:
remy will support you mentally! (:
and we'll return the card this coming week.
paiseh-ly. LOL. that's what i think.
=x
just when everyone was so nice to us.
with the exception of a couple. =.=
but oh well.
it's a matter of suitability (is there such a word?) for the job.
LOL. gomen-nasai~

listen; ji de - zhang hui mei

T-T

2007-09-15T12:46:00.000+08:00

i've finished watching Ouran High School Host Club!
26 episodes. :D
T-T at the last episode.
zzz.
super-active tear glands.
paiseh. LOL.

gonna watch Jigoku Shoujo Fukatomori next.
season 2 of jigoku shoujo that is.
(x

sian. i didn't manage to download episode 10 of hana kimi in time.
oh well. i just have to wait a little while more i guess.
(:

LUNIA!

listen; aizome - jigoku shoujo fukatomori ending

8D

2007-09-12T10:46:00.000+08:00

NYAAA! LOL!

yes, i've just started watching Ouran High School Host Club.

VEOH ROCKS! (:

hikaru and kaoru - the twins!

tamaki - the blonde tall guy~ (x

KYOUYA! - the guy lurking behind in specs. XD

haruhi - the girl in the middle, yes GIRL, LOL! (x

honey~ - kawaii boyboy holding the bunneh! :D *STEAL BUNNY*

mori - silent protector of honey-senpai! (x behind honey of course!

nehneh, the twins look funny here but oh well. =l

i've watched until episode 18. and still watching.

just that veoh buffers abit slower.

but! it still rocks. unlike youtube. >_>

i was watching on crunchyroll until it was removed due to license problems.

but never mind. (: veoh saves the day.

ive quit my job. =X

it's just a tad bit bloody tiring.

and i got pissed off by a couple of aunties.

and it's a little too noisy that resulted in my headache yesterday worsening.

-.-'

and while i was at the sink.

this was my train of thoughts:

"knnbcbfuckyoularhassdetamade.."

etc etc. you get my point. >_>

i wanna watch hmmmmm..

death note?

initial d?

continue watching GSD?

continue watching PoT?

and anyone got any other jobs.

like data entry.

i don't mind giving flyers anyway.

lol. =l

whatever, ja ne, off to continue watching OHSHC! xD

unyu~

listen; sakura kiss - chieko kawabe - ouran high school host club opening!

since you asked-

2007-09-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

wished i had bought YiDA's album: Wan Zheng Yan Chu.
):
ive loved his previous compositions.
WHY hadn't i bought it.
because i really liked his [Ji Ran Ni Wen Qi] and [Dao Di Duo Jiu].
they're not your usual [ba la] songs.
well, i suppose they're to my liking.
maybe not to you people out there.
but HUANG YIDA, you got ATTITUDE.
~~which i don't really like.~~
but i like your music. are those your lyrics?
goodness gracious.

i haven't bought MAYDAY's "album" yet.
T-T
my dearest. darlings.

ive decided to get a NDS instead of a PSP!
my brother got a PSP! D:
smelly kor. LOL!
=x

5 years since ahgong passed away.
besides the day he was cremated, when i cried like no tomorrow.
the only other time was secondary 3 or 4 night after i revised my work.
and today was the next time i ever did cry.
5 years of thinking back.
i only have 5-7 years of blurrish memories of him.
and another 5-7 years of clear memories.
damn.
never mind.
i do love him. <3

i miss going to school. the journey that is.
and also the way home.
i do not miss school. sorry.
i miss my woot-so-sweet eyecandy. <3
i haven't seen him in years.
ok, exaggeration. T-T

im so messed up. (:
but that's what i am, mess!

STOP LAGGIN ALREADY BLOODY LUNIA!

listen; ai.zhuan jiao - luo zhi xiang [SHOW]

wish upon a star-

2007-09-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

the stars hold many many of my wishes already.
will they become too heavy and fall to earth?
if they fall to earth, are they going to grant them?
or will they destroy earth instead?
because they can't grant them, so they eliminate everything.
and everything restarts.
please, don't take everything away.
no, please don't fall. (:
you can give them back to me.
and i'll carry the weight myself.
and with luck, maybe i'll fulfill them myself.

im still aching.

im visiting my granddad's tablet tomorrow.
i have so much to tell him.
yet, everytime.
i didn't tell him,
i love you, ah gong!
T-T
it's 5 years soon, since he passed away.
it doesn't feel that long.
my dearest granddad. <3
i bring in his golden pen to exams and tests.
just for luck's sake.
just to keep him close.
even though he is already residing in me.
(:
please keep grandma healthy!

i realised i have a lot of tears.
i used to have less.
i can tear even watching an animation [Ratatouille].
o_o?!

nothing much today.
lunia-ing all the way.
level 21 ATM.

i just felt that
the world is kinda amazing isn't it?
how we all communicate.
how we judge people.
how love develops.
how new families are formed.
how a new life arrives to this world.
how different skins can have very similar mindsets.
how things can go beyond boundaries.
how people can change in a short span of just a day.
it's just..
well.
nature?

lol. food for thought?

oh by the way.
did you guys saw?
the mini odex "rebellion" was reported in yahoo news.
and it attracted the local police.
but it wasn't featured in OUR local news.
those.. never mind!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070907/od_uk_nm/oukoe_uk_singapore_protest_anime
while you're reading, click the textfiend link to read details.
(:
i don't have figurines. ):
oh well.
didn't know when was it anyway. lol. :x

listen; when you wish upon a star - jesse mccartney

2nd day =l

2007-09-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

woot 2nd day at work, consecutively, and i survived!
lol.
overall it was okay.
except i didn't like the putting back the newly washed dishes part.
I KEEP FORGETTING WHERE TO PUT THE DAMN TRAYS.
and the freaking aunty only lead me once.
and expect me to remember it.
WTF MAN! -.-''
yea, that's the only aunty i don't like. LOL.
but others were nice.
eh, somehow, the males are nicer than the females there.
-.-' why ah. lol.
mr china green man is nice.
mr nice-guy green man tells me i can go home early. [because i came early]
mr indian white shirt man tells me to go home early but remember to tap the card after 6. LOL.
then the other guys part-timing are nice people also leh. :D
got 1 aunty keep asking me wanna eat fruits a not. O_O
and another uncle ask me if i wanna eat spring rolls. LOL. O_O!!?
and they keep telling me to call the guys to carry stuff if it's too heavy.
lol, but i can haul it up! at least the goblets. -.-
bloody pots are so heavy. >_>
lalalaa!
do slowly indeed!
since my shoes ain't slip-free.
hmmmmm.
but still, overall it was a nice/okay day today. (:

next working day is tuesday! with zoe! lol.

ja neh, LUNIA!
(:

listen; ikenai taiyou - orange range

x_x..

2007-09-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

first day of work.
it was like okay yet [nothing to say].
washing big big trays.
sorting cutlery.
but the people there are like somehow [exceptionally] nice to zoe & me.
hahaha. oh well.
my left hand sorta died.
so i'm reviving it with some kinda oil. LOL.
and tomorrow's my solo day. D:
oh well. (:
maybe i'll just do 2 weeks, get my pay and done.
otherwise i'll die. LOL.

yes zoe. (:

oh well. off to lunia.
rest my feet. rest my poor hand.
drink water water water. (:
hope tomorrow's just as good, or even better.
ciao.

listen; jue jiang - mayday

stewarding-

2007-09-05T19:26:00.001+08:00

i went o_o? at the job at first when i saw the name.
lalalaaaaa.
>D
it is like, a better word for dishwashing.
but then again, i'm not exactly washing dishes. -.-'
>D
stewarding!
girls can do it too. woowooo.

starting work tomorrow. ciao.

200 pieces of thoughts-

2007-09-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

two hundredth post.
nothing much.

just started playing Lunia cus' ShakerFries persuaded me to.
LOL.
i think it's quite fun leh. like more fun than maple. LOL.
i'm using a guy's character.
because the only female character is a healer.
and i feel that from past game experiences,
although healers are helpful, they're kinda vulnerable.
lol. :x
lalala.
FUN.

i need to get some stuff:
dvd-r(s)
job?!

i kinda forgot some other stuff i want. =l
oh well.
that's all for now.
heh.

listen; the teevee moosick.

shading problems;

2007-08-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

i think i have some problems in using different pencil shades.
i don't really know how to use them properly i think.
any tutorials? =l
i ended up "colouring" the drawing in grays.
oh well. it looks normal. lol.
a drawing a day keeps depression away.
lol, ok that was spontaneous, like nonsensical too.
lols. :x
draw summore then scan in together,
next time i go bro's house. (:
i heard from mummy he's working duties,
so that got extra cash to buy me a scanner too?
if it's true, i'll be so happy. (:
well, if it's not, never mind also.
since we live so near. (:
tomorrow i shall work on [unspoken]!
~~[secret]~~

it's a looking for job time.
man, if only that bakery needed PTers.
=( it looks like a delicious job. LOL.
:x
ever since i watch Rozen Maiden,
this word: unyu.
keep popping up in my mind. lol.
it feels nice to say it.
like uu-niuu. xD
lmao. oh well.

hah.
my entries seem superficial to me.
like my daily happenings.
nothing much about what's happening inside.
but i think that's good in a sense,
i don't want the "inside" to be attacked,
like the "outside".
vulnerability.
aiya, but i don't think the problem lies with me.
lol. because if people out there is determined to find fault with me.
there's always something to pick on even if i wrote about,
like, i had an enjoyable day today.
there's nothing wrong with the entries everybody post,
it's just the judgements of the readers.

yea, and some just like to think,
"oh, bao's fucked up, alright."
i think,
it takes one to call another.
(:

oh i'm not flaming anyone. just expressing my thoughts.
don't leap to conclusions like i do.
because everybody ends up hurting their own selves.
(:

listen; xiao yu li ke bai - bu neng shuo de mi mi

shining bright new hopes;

2007-08-29T20:26:00.000+08:00

byebye to exams. (:
i spammed speed. lol wtf.
it's over!

went to scout jobs with cheryl & zoe.
hm, not really successful. lol.
cus by the time we looked through all the jobs,
and decided to resort to the newspaper.
the time was late and people were off and going home.
not in the company already.
so we decided to go home. aww.

gonna spam games.
and spam ratatouille. lol.
oh talking about ratatouille.
me and zoe tried our luck at the ratatouille gachapon again!
dang, zoe got the female chef. D:
i got remy though! although he looks funny. =l
darling zoe gave me hers! (x
she knows how crazy i am over ratatouille. LMAO.
thanks ah zoe! :D

lol. okay! spam game time. LOL.
>_>

listen; love so sweet - arashi

animated rat versus virtually perfectly rendered being;

2007-08-28T20:05:00.000+08:00

[edit]
ive removed the imeem player at the side.
it sorta pisses me off.
because i think imeem's a little screwed.
i went to the site, and it logged me into somebody else's account.
wtf?
[/edit]

AH!
my mind's full of Remy the Rat,
who can cook good food, craves good food,
can talk, can understand, will listen. xD

& also Skye, the virtual being in a PS3 game, FFXIII versus.
who can control swords at his own will.
is mysterious, [drop-dead gorgeous], -mindblank-.
perfectly rendered, but he's in a game. >_>
please, if there's a PC game for it,
i'm so gonna buy it.
even if i don't know what happened in the previous FFs.
LMFAO.

& kayashima taiki was the talk of the day.
going crazy with HY in school. LOL.
and then trying hard to maintain a straight face.
lmao.
but then again, the love is still with nakatsu & minami [for me that is].
HA~

computer systems tomorrow. and we're OFF.
PT JOB. and, MONEY.
and TIME. and RECREATION.
and FRIENDS. and GAMES.
(:
YOSH, GAMBATTE KUDASAI.

things to do after exams besides the job:
[vision of a new day]
[clock tower]
[secret]
[unspoken]

hm. what else. lmao. dunno.
oh yea. today was funny. the ride home. eh no.
the queue. hehe.
there was this guy sitting on the railing beside me in front.
then he appear to be rather tall, and me really short.
so from the corner of my eye, if he looked down, i can tell.
like 1 minute later. i sneak a peek to try and see his face.
then he -zoom- look down. then we both stun tio.
then both turn away. LOL.
so funny. hahah. (:
[NOTE TO SELF: unspoken]

games & movies;

2007-08-27T13:37:00.000+08:00

hmm. i haven't even watch the movie.
but myscreen's full of ratatouille things already.
(:
remy, i love you! (x

BEFORE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO:
REMEMBER TO STOP MY DAMN IMEEM PLAYER.
THANKS, AND SORRY.
here's something to share with PS3 gamers.
his name is Skye [ i think ]
uhh, i think he's the perfectly rendered offspring of,
cloud strife and tifa lockheart [lockhart?]
hence the dark hair? lmfao.
thing is, i think his skills are damn cool.
plus the fact that he's uber gorgeous. (:
there's also another girl Lightning if i didn't mess up names.
she's the female version of cloud strife, according to enthusiastic gamers.
but i don't know.
she definitely has some distinct features from cloud.
but she doesn't appear in this video.
but another one, which is kinda cool too,
but you know, im biased. (:

i don't wanna study.
but i ain't got a choice.
):
damn.
fuck you, examinations.

listen; vehicles go vroomvroom, while i flip my bloody cmaths book.

[edit]
hmmm.
i think i got misunderstood.
but nevermind i guess.
alot of things happen often like this.
ill just accept it.

but then, now i don't know if smiling is correct,
in that particular presence.
[/edit]

ratatouille; a rat fetish-

2007-08-26T15:54:00.000+08:00

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no, i haven't got a rat fetish.
but remy, the rat that cooks GOOD food.
is just way too cute. x_x
please. i wanna watch it.
regardless of whoever is the person im watching with.
i can watch it like, 100 times. (:
it's just a matter of finance.

there's this gloom settling in me,
that i can't explain what's happening.
but at the rate im eating like i wanna stuff myself to death,
maybe there's just something a little wrong.

listen; ren sheng hai hai - MAYDAY

不能说的秘密

2007-08-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

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caught Secret a second time with zoe. (:
GV doesn't have it today. i wonder why.
closed already? =l
but anyway, i went to [download] more soundtracks.
those with Rain are so sad. ):
or maybe it's because i still feel abit gloomy.
bleh.
but nevertheless, suaku bao had fun with zoe today! (:
we went to ikea, looking at furniture.
and like pointing here and there,
ah, next time my son/daughter must have this this this.
lol. so fun. (:
and zoe brought suaku bao to eat at ikea too.
haha, im so noob. =3
and we sorta don't know how to buy drinks.
hahahahah. so funny can. =3

i ate alot today. whaha.
to let off steam. oh my goodness.
must stop this strange way of letting off steam.

hm. isn't it strange.
so far, ive died 3 times in my own dreams already.
oh well, whatever i guess. who cares anyway.
[this weird kid] people might say.
poopoo.

haha..
i seriously wish i was born in japan.
even if some things might not be as nice as i thought.
at least it's a place i love, very much.
it's an empty wish.
though then,
i seriously wish i have a japanese penpal.
will my wish come true.
just like a few of my dreams.
oh well.

ja ne.

listen; lu xiao yu - bu neng shuo de mi mi

speed;

2007-08-23T16:41:00.000+08:00

[addon]
i actually forgot to blog about this. -.-'
i had yet, another dream last night.
and, i died, yet again in that dream.
well, not exactly died, err. quoting from a comment i read somewhere,
it's called i did a "jesus" in the dream. -.-
i got stabbed in the heart by a sword,
by someone who was wearing white. hmm.
i was in somebody's arms, but he/she already died.
oh, there was dialogue.
i heard something like, i wasn't allowed to live.
oh, i think it was like an after-war scene.
because the ones who died, their armour kinda worn.
like after battle kind. like what i was wearing in the dream.
then the sword plunged in.
i felt cold blood spilling.
cold blood? =.=
then blacked out.
and the dream changes to another place.
i was alive, wearing bandages around my body.
except for that hole where the sword went through.
it is a HOLE. SEE THROUGH! o_o!
and the people around me told me,
i was lucky it missed my heart.
i tried to touch the wound.
it was painful.
i woke up SHIVERING from the virtual pain that i felt.
but it wasn't REAL pain in real life.
just that i was really shivering when i awoke at about 2-4am.
and i realised i was really shivering. like wtf.

damn. tell me why are my dreams so highly-detailed.
with dialogue, colours, feelings, emotions.
and i even remember them.
D:
i think it's kinda weird.
but i do like this strange thing about me. (:
[/addon]

hello world.
my harrypotter storybook series is finally completed.
aunt irene bought me the book that was missing from my collection-
chamber of secrets! yosh!
finished it in hm, 4 hours? lmfao.

went to watch rush hour 3 with-
tun, jolvin, cong, wx, ming, devon.
the show's funny can. as usual la. haha.
then i left first, then the others don't know what happen to them.
because apparently i was semi-non-existent.
lala.

went shopping at northpoint.
kinda sad, i know.
was finding a game to buy.
but the guy pissed me off by keeping such a tight eye on me.
so i went to the comics/books section.
got myself a book.
Second Glance by Jodi Picoult.
haven't really read it.
later i guess.

gonna study tomorrow.
with zoe, the love. (:
her exams finish le leh.
and now she's finding a job for her and me.
jiayou both of us. haha.

melting into my chair already.
byebye world.

listen; si ben dao yue qiu - chen qi zhen & MAYDAY

watashi no oojisama-

2007-08-20T18:37:00.000+08:00

8D
NYA~~~
the japanese version of hana kimi is driving me crazy. 8D
8'D

mizushima hiro playing minami nanba SENPAI~
ikuta toma playing nakatsu shuichi~

>=D
NAKAO, GET AWAY FROM MY NANBA SENPAI! D:
NAKATSU, YOU'RE NOT HOMO! but mizuki x nakatsu pairing is so cute leh.
although sano is currently coming back strong. :D
booboo.
episode 7 is uber funny.
8D

listen; ikenai taiyou - orange range [hana kimi opening~]

this, a revolution;

2007-08-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

I didn't intend to blog today, but I saw this link on mary-anne's MSN nick.
and i typed it into my explorer. hell ya, i gotta share this with those who don't know.

http://odex-rebellion.blogspot.com/

click it, and read.
the whole thing.
for those who's not gonna click it, i shall repost it here.
cus' i think the webby kinda hard to read. x_x
here~

Odex, the company that fined the public for downloading anime and sparking public outcry.
It's come to attention that some people have been asking where to get these ribbons. There are no fixed places where you can obtain the completed ribbon as of now. And as a confirmation, THIS PROJECT IS ONGOING AND ACTIVE.

The ribbons will be distributed in polytechnics, on the streets, as well as other places on the 24th and 25th. If you see someone handing out Black Ribbons, please don't hesitate to take one.

You are recommended to make your own ribbons by purchasing a roll of black ribbon and following the instructions in the first post to make them. It takes less than a minute to make 1 ribbon. Share a roll of ribbon with your classmates, colleagues and friends, and help give it out on the 24th and 25th as well, in schools, on buses and trains, in lanshops, and even in town.

The Odex case may be a local one, but even overseas have gotten news of it and the word is spreading rapidly. There is even a wikipedia entry on Odex and foreign media have been watching and following this controversial issue.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Odex
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Odex_efforts_against_file_sharing

For those who are unaware of what has been going on lately, do take a second to read and be informed of this monstrosity taking place on home grounds. Do not take it lying down, and do not support what Odex is doing!

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For the older generation who thinks this is 'childish', or 'immature', and that it is correct for Odex to do so and the 'kids' should not go against them; no matter what you might want to add to that, to make yourselves sound wise and mature such as "but they overdid it" or "they shouldn't fine so much". Think about it in this way, something that if you are unable to understand otherwise:

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You get a hefty fine slapped across your face for recording Mediacorp shows onto your VCR casette and lent it to your neighbours. Why? Because Mediacorp wants you to get your shows only from MobTV; they want complete Monopoly over your livelyhood.

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You would likely complain over a barrage of hokkien, teochew and other assorted vulgarities at any chance you had in minimarts, supermarkets, kopitiams, taxis, the works. Just because you don't watch it and understand it, doesn't give you the right to judge. Afterall, do you want to be judged when they lay down the big Fine Hammer on your heads for your precious Korean, Japanese and local dramas? Save the dramas for the shows. This is the sick reality.

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Will you stand for this kind of nonsense? It's disgraceful if you say yes, no matter what the law had permitted Odex to do.

The irony of the crackdown is in the Odex director mocking his 'victims' by his posts online. Look at the following website with screenshots from his forum posts. It just shows the level of maturity in this director who claims to be an avid fan of anime and thinks what he is doing can bring about monopoly over a free market. I'm not even beginning to discuss the quality of their products; even if each boxset of Odex anime comes with an attractive hot model, the company would bomb because of poor ethics.

http://atalude.wordpress.com/2007/08/12/how-do-i-gotten-pwnt/

Probably one of the only ways to get anyone to buy their stuff anymore, is to throw in a certificate to dish out 1 free punch at the fools who made this happen, ala Funfair style.And hell you'll see me there if that happens.

(For the people who wish to continue downloading anime, try to avoid bittorrent. For the people who choose to use bittorrent, please search for "IP Masker" at an internet search engine and activate before downloading.
http://www.download.com/GhostSurf-2006-Platinum/3000-2144-10506253.html
http://www.tradebit.com/filedetail.php/45863
http://www.tweakxp.com/Article39038.aspx)

...

alright. i didn't link the other post.
that headline got me fucking pissed.
that bloody director fined a 9 year old. like WTF!
=.=
yeah, get me that black ribbon. >=D

secret; return lies with hasty keys-

2007-08-18T19:52:00.000+08:00

right. i went to watch Secret: bu neng shuo de mi mi with Joash & Jonathan.
this morning 10.55am slot. x_x
i really wanted to snuggle in bed more. lmao. p:
but 4Vians are my motivation to wake up proper. (:
it was worth the saturday movie money okay!
although the ending's abit eh-confusing.
but i pretty love it. (:
oh, except the construction animation that is.
[but i think that is an animation student's eye thing.]
heh. i have to agree with zoe that it was kinda funny to see a cheeky jaychou.
HAHA~ oh yea, and that his character in that show makes a good boyfriend indeed.
=)
if i ever have kids in future, i'll make sure they learn an instrument proper.
piano, flute or violin. (: or even guitar. (x
[i have this sudden urge to get a japanese/angmoh penpal. (x]
hohoho. bwahahaha.

i finished watching Kyoushiro to Towa no Sora today!
12 episodes excluding introductory video.
kyoshiro is shuai de lor~ 8D
but then, his actions in the 1st episode was kinda unnecessary.
=='' not suitable for super-weak-hearted.
like, for example, those that will nose-bleed as hot babes.
HAHHAHAH~ p:
[if you the hint]
(x

oh, and i hope they fix up the auditionSEA servers soon.
don't they fucking know that 8 free channels for..
STIFFY NOVICE CLUBBER BACKUP MAIN PRO KING
are too LITTLE?! -.- it's damn CRAMP larh.
and so many ... people kicking people out of their rooms.
for example, you go in as a clubber or backup..
person: OMG PRO!
and the next minute, you find yourself back in the lobby.
=.= kns. =(

D:
i want celestial zone~~~ ladeedum~
i want ice cream~~~ (x
p:

video spreeeee. hehe.
i hope the fansubs for the high quality hana kimi come soon.
=( epi6 epi 7 kuai dian~ (x

listen; the rose - westlife

mad for cash; time; fun

2007-08-17T09:51:00.000+08:00

okay, so i haven't blog for about 2-3 days. whahaha.
good accomplishment. LOL.
i really wanna get some extra cash.
but i really wanna enjoy my holidays, doing things i like.
-.-'' kinda hard i guess. i probably will spend it doing the latter.
hahahahah. :X
but if the lobang's good, i'll work lah.
:D

neh, finally got onto level 20 on audition.
passed my license the 2nd time on laptop.
=='' whew. but im still, CLUBBER. ==''
neh. but who cares larh hor. hahahhaa.
and damn the stupid exp bug on the latest patch.
all those fake MAINs and KINGs and PROs.
=='' i hope there's a rollback, that's what many people are wanting.
rollbackk~~ (:

oh my, my latest hana kimi eye candy~
haha, in addition to nakatsu shuichi that is.
minami nanba! :D
he can be such a sentimental guy too. awww.
like, omg. so saddening. D:
but never mind.
episode 5 jap hana kimi made me cry. T-T
[touched]

oh well.
i guess im not so screwed for that java lab test anyway.
hahah. :X
-.-' hopefully a pass. and NO interview.
ill be so happy. (:
tata for now. gotta go game a bit. heh.

listen; PEACH - otsuka ai (hana kimi ending)

eyecandies is the <3

2007-08-14T19:07:00.000+08:00

hmmmhmm~
it's been a while [it feels long that is] since i've last seen my favourite eyecandy. ):
the ITE one. the damn fair one. the hair damn spiky one.
the damn mix-blood-alike one. the damn o_o! one.
hmm. T-T

oh well. i have no idea what additional features to add for my PRSP Java assignment.
so, i sorta sidetracked. and made a movie clip.
for the past semester's memories.
a little emo that is, simply put. view it on the class blog. (:

i really want to ENJOY my vacation break.
i am so not into vacation-part-time-job mode le.
i really want to enjoy the break doing things i want to do.
although i really want to get more cash too. arh.
okay, i think cash is more appealing. lol. (:
but if no lobang comes my way. ill just enjoy the chalet and my own stuff.

i think i'm screwed for my lab test.
i seriously think i hate java programming.
god. imagine we're learning OOPG?
object oriented programming?
DIE.

rofl.
i currently feel like..
"Jack of All Trades, Master of None."
seriously.
perhaps i should choose something to perfect.
._.
sad. oh well.
i'm finishing my 1litre of lime juice soon.
rofl. im on a fruit juice spree.
i preferred the orange juice though.
peelfresh's juices are kinda too sweet.
those ulu brands have more oriental taste.
hmm, what am i talking about? oh never mind.
rofl.

okay. shall try and study for PRSP Java lab test tomorrow.
screw it.

listen; love so sweet - arashi
so, have you listen to love so sweet by arashi yet?

boring life; eat me.

2007-08-13T20:28:00.001+08:00

3000 pageviews! rofl. although it didn't really count this time.. you know.
but i edited this picture from the original wallpaper.
for the first time in my life, i've tasted what it's like to extract something.
to edit something, especially anime HAIR, using just your mouse.
gawd. T-T
oh right, anyway!
i don't have a chance to do this anywhere else so i guess i'll do this for my blog readers! (x
KIRIBAN!
the definition of kiriban from wikipedia is..
[Some websites have been known to offer prizes to the visitor who makes the web counter roll-over to a specific number. Such an event is known as a kiriban.]
ladeedum! obviously i have no ability to give gigantor pricy prizes.
just a picture/drawing okie? ya can request a theme or lemme freestyle something.
:D so fun! im excited. LOL. p:
so!
first kiriban @ 3333 pageviews! (:
please don't spam refreshes. thanks. LOL.
oh. aiya. usually people will ask for screenshot.
but i very nice one kay, so don't cheat arh. LOL.
cus' i beginner marh. T_T have faith! in me and you. (:
so, just leave me a tag. thank you!

oh anyway. i think i'm so screwed for programming lab test. T-T
okay, shall go and attempt PRSP assignment again. i hate it man. ):
oh well.
ja neh~

listen; love so sweet - arashi
[ps, it's damn nice. i'm uploading to my imeem player. check!]

off form;

2007-08-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

D:
totally off form today. referring to audition. lol.
so is shifu. oh well. it's one of the days. (:
ladeedum~

don't know what to do with java assignment.
and lab test. T-T
i'm so dead! sad. ):
oh well. shall try to figure out step by step.
jiayou bah. :l

chionged finish fate/stay night yesterday.
24 episodes. LOL. :x
in the end, my dreams were randomly filled with fate/stay night stuff.
hahhaha. Saber is so rigid, yet so cute larh. (x
but i still like Archer and Assassin. (;
although Assassin feels weak, maybe it's cus' he's summoned up by Caster, a Servant instead of a Master. (x
Archer is so cool man, his Hougu. (x but he died. T_T
stupid Berserker. =l
oh well. i could always watch it again. hehe. :D

well. guess i'll keep my head in SCHOOLWORK.
until after examinations. then with hope there's work.
if not, video spammage. drawings spammage.
scan extraction spamming. editing spamming.
fame grabbing. (points & LOL & wtf. JK LA!)

just gotten myself some new tracks to listen to. woots! :D
shall buy myself another box of juice tomorrow. lol.
oh well. ciao.

listen; the rose - westlife

NYA!

2007-08-10T19:10:00.000+08:00

:3
hehee~
finally, web design & visli assignments are OVERR!
:D
so just gotta work ~~your~~ my ass off for java assignment.
and study for java lab test.
web design presentation next week too.
conversation circle 2 next week on disagreeing agreeably. o_o will be your reaction.
LOL.

but whatever!
im happy, although tired, so is everyone else.
and so, i bought myself a big carton of orange juice.
:D yummy. 6:
replenish vitamin C. hahahaha~

imma go do computer systems online quiz.
and then audition! p:
there's just something so good about friday nights. (;

oh. i just wanna scream that..
I LOVE MY CLASS!! HAHA~
just that, it's been quite long since ive said that.
but we're gonna have a CHALET. i think. LOL~
~~i know there are some pain in the ass in class but~~ i still love them.
hhahahahaha. p:

im drinking my orange juice. :D
okay shall go off now and enjoy my friday night.
hehe. (:

listen; i just wanna live - good charlotte

talk of the week.

2007-08-10T10:42:00.001+08:00

http://positionrelative.wordpress.com/2007/01/23/craigs-pissed/

update later. talk first. LOL.

i need rest & recreation; TIME.

2007-08-07T19:36:00.000+08:00

[edit]
updates on my web design.
~~index~~ done!
~~origins~~ done!
~~rules~~ done!
~~editions~~ done!
variations: ~~content on Xbox 360 & NDS,~~ image left Xbox 360 image.
gallery: ~~pictures~~, i think i need to top up images, but i need a video at least.
~~community~~ done! redo image if got time.
~~contact~~ done!
~~flash~~ done! just one, but whatever. got time then add.
javascripts: ~~cursor~~, ~~images~~, add more next time.
[/edit]

~~fuck!~~ i think i'm ~~screwed~~ almost done.
but my progress is ~~fucking~~ slow-paced. T-T
i have to start doing my visual literacy tomorrow. shit man.
and complete by tomorrow? O_O and hopefully i can enlarge it on thursday.
WHERE? argh. ~~fuck larh!~~

http://positionrelative.wordpress.com/2007/01/23/craigs-pissed/

this is god damn irritating. ==''
hopefully i can finish my web design by 10pm later.
and then i can start my sketching. and start colouring in tomorrow. D:
should i continue using the watercolour method.
i think i should leh, since i bought the watercolour paper already. x_x
cost a bomb. ._.
but whatever.
thursday's gonna be a blast chionging with zoe.
and hopefully friday night can cheer me up.
im counting on you, sinner, don't let me down!

and next week's is a fatal blow for me.
i hope i have enough hp to take it head on.
java assignment to be handed in.
java lab test.
web design presentation. [isn't part of the blow.]
damn it. i ~~fucking hate~~ love java alright.
delusions, imaginations, illusions, cushions. x_x''
MADNESS! D:

and as usual, the sentence ive used last year.
i need/want a shoulder.. to lean on?

i am so dead. i shall not want things not meant for me.
T_T
after that, i shall find time to watch fate/stay night.
ive just duplicated them from ben's dvd. (:
one good thing amongst all this shit.
oh. my dad came to see me. (:
extra pocket money. (: thanks pa.
[as in, my REAL dad, not levon laodou.]
yeap. there ya go.
off to finish up my web design. i must finish the content.
even if i can't find the photos i need. YOSH!!

listen; grow up - simple plan
[i don't wanna be told to grow up~]
haha, its a catchy tune too. (:

P.S. i can't see an "us" anywhere. please, save me.
P.P.S. i don't seem to be talking much sense, am i? =='

small kid;

2007-08-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

"bao, why you cut your hair?"
"eh small kid, why are you here?"
2 of the more funny comments that i found.
er, do i need a reason to cut my hair? lols. :X
arh. i think i look like small kid. HAHA. thanks arh weixiang. LOL.

ate alot of stuff in school today. x_x
as in alot of JUNK. double the x_x face. ):
control yourself, bao! T-T
please. 6:

http://positionrelative.wordpress.com/2007/01/23/craigs-pissed/

updates on my web design. T-T (depressing indeed.)
~~index~~ done!
~~origins~~ done!
~~rules~~ done!
editions: content, image
variations: content, ~~image~~ left Xbox 360 image.
gallery: content [images top-up & videoing]
community: ~~tagboard, polls, forum, images~~ redo image if got time.
contact: content, image
flash: ~~animated welcome logo~~, think if i should add more. [bloody mafan]
javascripts: ~~cursor~~, image gallery, thinking what else can i add. [lol]

goddddd. i think javascript's the easiest lor. although the copy and pasting sometimes abit mafan. x_x

the small kid's tired. ):

listen; addicted - simple plan

[edit]
i dreamt that weixiang, zhicong & levon went with me back to tms. x_x'' like erms? we were walking towards the classroom block from the 3rd floor's science labs via the bridge there ya? so strange.
-details of dialogue not available here-
X: (private arh private) LOL.
[/edit]

"stick to the status quo~"

2007-08-05T16:03:00.000+08:00

i'm in a particularly [musical] mood. (:
i've been listening to Anastasia OSTs & High School Musical OSTs. :D
ladeedum~
(swings & slides & lip-sync)
LOL~

got my haircut. x_x well. it's just shorter.
that's about it.
i think my strange appetite habits is inherited.
cus' most of my family members can eat alot. x_x

oh well~ (:
updating on my stuff's statuses:
________________________________________________

web design
~~index~~ done!
~~origins~~ done!
~~rules~~ done!
editions: content, image
variations: content, image
gallery: content [images top-up & videoing]
community: ~~tagboard~~, polls [1 done, add more], forum [?], images
contact: content, image
flash: animated banner, tiny animation for links, logo[?]
javascripts: cursor, [to explore more & add]

visual literacy
process work: ~~sketches~~, photocopying
final work: drawing, background colour, enlargement, mounting[?]
journal: [?]
~~peer assessment~~ done!

problem solving & programming
java assignment

________________________________________________

recreational updates;
completed diner dash2. (:

listen; when there was me and you - vannesa hudgens [HSM]

the lost princess; anastasia

2007-08-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

Anastasia! The movie from approximately 10 years ago! I've finally found all the soundtracks! (: I'm so happy! Still, if anyone sees the VCD in stores, please tell me the location! (: I lost my copy of it. ): However, this is one CLASSIC movie alright! :D It's the first movie I watch in the cinemas. :D I'm still loving it. (: It totally rocks!!

_________________________________

URGENT!
* Finish up Web Design [2 days to get things more or less done.]
* Java Assignment for Programming [3 days to finish?]
* Visual Literacy Assignment 'Visualization' [due on Friday]

Recreation~
doujinshi: vision of a new day 30% completion
doujinshi: clock tower 25% completion
kiriban: not yet started

Game Status:
auditionSEA: clubber19, orange
dinerdash2: level 42
tradewindslegends: 2nd char 50% journey completion

Videos to Watch:
kyoushiro to towa no sora, haven't started.
memories off, 1 ep down.
hanazakari no kimitachi e, waiting for 5th ep.
tsubasa RC, catch up from where i last stop. T-T
prince of tennis, catch up.
gundam seed DESTINY, catch up. desperate. lol.

oh well. there's more anime i wanna watch. like rozen maiden, fate/stay night, code geass - lelouch of the rebellion (i think i spelt this wrong, but never mind, lazy check.), initial d, death note the animated series.. wah alot sia. summore is alot episodes one. T-T

oh anyway, anyone got lobang jobs as office boy/girl, or jobs that can take in 2 people or more de. please tag or sms or msn me okay. thanks arh. although i'm not particularly interested in tuitioning at the moment. later paiseh. any others are fine for now. short of cash arh. x_x must save for japan also. T-T

ja, arigato ne!

listen; journey to the past - anastasia original soundtrack

zoe; fel; cheryl; cindy (:

2007-08-04T12:39:00.000+08:00

the following paragraph is specially to my dear 4 friends in the title. (:
eh, don't feel offended if your name not there okay.
it's just that the half year into the new school, i've been closer to the 4 of them from secondary school life than the others, i have no idea why, but it's just that maybe the others in JCs are kinda busy and might have drifted away from them one way or another. ):
but still, the usual phrase: keep in touch & friends forever?
cindy's my relief/entertainment finder, although she's really busy in MJC also.
cus' she's a counsellor! and a committed person to alot of things. arh. take care arh cindy. don't wear yourself out. (:
cheryl's my entertainer too. (: although we don't get to meet often, usually we talk over msn. and rant over our current class affairs and our [problems]. LOL. (: she's a [professional] photographer okay! videographer soon hor? so next time need, can ask her. LOL. :D (discount please. hahaha~) take care arh elephant, i know schoolwork important, health also important k. (x
FEL! she's been the friend who's never stepped out of my life since secondary1. cool man. (: this zarbor going to TAIWAN for exchange programme! eh, must take alot pictures for me see k. then next year i go japan, i will do the same also. LOL. (x movie partnerrrr. can't go with her watch movie today. bleh. next time kay! :D i know TJC very stressful, but YOU CAN DO IT!! jiayou!! anything you can talk to me okay. nowadays i'll be online at night until midnight - 1am liddat. x_x'' chill! ill get you a stressball or something. lols. food/retail theraphy? :D rock on matey.
and last but not least, ZOEEEEEEElimpingyan! LOL. we've been meeting up since term1 i think? for the gossips, [bitching], food-ing, joking, gaming, remembering the past times.. etc. zoe's the ~~man~~ girl for the job! LOL! she's been listening to my rubbish, my woes about my stuff. and i think i've got more rubbish to tell her than she has to me. lol. maybe it's just i mind about alot of things. lols. :X but still, CLAM CHOWDER ZOE! LOL! YUMM! 6: overall, i think ive gotten closer to zoe ever since then. it's just so amazing, i find it. (: and so, keep on rocking zoe! XD
I LOVE YOU ~~GUYS~~ GIRLS! (x

there ya go.
and here's something i need to do.
http://positionrelative.wordpress.com/2007/01/23/craigs-pissed/
sorry yet again. lol.

people have changed, i shan't mention names here. they've changed for the better, and also for the worse. it's no wonder that i've never been close or i've never drifted from them. it's what you would call a [stagnant] friendship. can you imagine? it's just half a year. and yet, my new class feels.. home-y already. lol. ok not exactly home-y. but it's like an invisible bond binding us together already. the bond might get stronger the next semester. or it might loosen considering in the different CDS, and next year's splitting? But those people are making school slightly more enjoyable despite the major workload..
huiying.. levon.. chuanjie.. shavonne.. ming.. tunliang.. chunfu.. zhicong.. weixiang.. basically the entire class. just naming a few random names. (:

and so life goes on.
what a post. bao is a little cranky. lols.
sentimental? [nah.]
just feeling grateful. and didn't like to realise that [ive been taking things for granted].
arigato gozaimasu, minna.
you've just been appreciated.
[bows]

listen; zhi zu - mayday (:
P.S. i wanna buy their [new] album. but don't know will have qing gong ban a not. abit broke liao wor.

listening error;

2007-08-03T17:57:00.000+08:00

:D
new layout!
featuring..
SANZO from SAIYUKI! (:
well, he's not really one of my SUPER favourite anime character.
but he's got it. LOL. what the hell am i talking about? -.-''
but anyway, his pose reminds me of Zero Kiryuu of Vampire Knight. (:
just that .. arh. i lost the link to the Vampire Knight layout. T-T
so anyway, here we are. (:

just to update on the last zoe day. because i felt that i didn't do it justice.
cus' i thought the next day i'm going to do TOTW, and later teacher see "fuck" arh. LOL.
but anyway!
zoe brought me my BABYBLUE sharpener! (: it looks edible man. LOL!
and she bought her 30bucks earphones! O:
and i bought my TRINITY BLOOD manga book 1 - 5.
and so the fact is, we both are broke for this week! (:
but whatever, we are happy can. XD
its always happy & fun with zoe on zoe day. lol! (x
cus' you know, it's just different with secondary school friends who knows you well (even if not inside out). :D arhhh.
CHERYL&ZOE, are we doing that "thingy". LOL. P: i want leh. rofl.

yesterday was quite fun. played about an hour of badminton with my classmates.
chuanjie, devon, ming, shavonne, benneth, piyathip & ben's friend was there too.
so fun. and BAO DOESN'T RUN WHEN SHE PLAYS BADMINTON. LOLOL!!
because we were like playing 2v2, 3v2, 3v3, 2v1 those informal kind.
then i was like standing there and hitting. minimal movements. LOL.
damn funny sia. ROFL.
let's make thursday = badminton days. (:

man. things to do by this weekend/next week:~
PRSP: java assignment [forgot the deadline, but SCREW IT!]
WDS: finalized website with animation & javascripts & full information [tuesday]
VisLi: final 'Visualization' product in A3 size, optional mounting on A2. [friday]

& on top of that next week is shit okay.
CMSY make-up lab session: wednesday 3-5pm. [sad. 'nuff said.]
National Day Holiday: thursday. [basket. chionging day.]
CMSK make-up tutorial session: friday 3-5pm, early release. [wtf.]
it's all the -WAHKAO/PIANG/LAO- subjects! ):

and week 17's, which is the week after next is presentation week.
zomg. formal. T-T
(sweats alot)
BAKA NEHH!!

zz, bus ride home today was damn sleep-rollmyhead-handfalldead kind.
lol. i was sleeping, bloody tired. and bloody fringe irritating my nose. LOL.
then summore i sit facing opposite that kind.
and my hand kept slipping down, no strength, die liddat.
and my head also a couple of times go sideways.
arh. but damn sleepy sia. is music a causal factor?
=l
mehmeh. T-T

oh well. will get to work laters.
cutting hair tomorrow if all goes well. lol.
trim shorter only larh. nothing big okay. =l
cus' my fringe's seriously starting to irritate me.
although it's what you call: emokia hair. LOL?

kiriban at 3000? got point? no point?

listen; vestige - t.m. revolution

"let's stay together itsumo~"

2007-08-02T18:32:00.000+08:00

baka neh~!! my TOTW is postponed yet again.

because the visualizer(?) was .. i mean, cannot power up today or something. bleh~!

so that's why.. i would have to post the link again. arh!

anyway, i've finally watched finish..

toki wo kakeru shoujo! [the girl who leapt through time - movie]
and also, japanese hanazakari no kimitachi e! [hana kimi for shot]
:D

toki wo kakeru shoujo is damn nice! (:

chiaki-kun! (: so sweet lor. lol.

but still. the japanese hanakimi manipulated my feelings like crazy!

episode 3 i think. i was so on the verge of tears, and then the next scene was like a comedy scene?! like, wah. confuse confuse. lol.

but! jap hanakimi's sano izumi [zuo yi quan] (oguri shun) and..

nakatsu shuichi [jin xiu yi] (ikuta toma).. !!

are the $#^&!*$^*!^% larh!! LOL!

and kayashima taiki [da shu] (yamamoto yusuke)..

he's really very spooky in the show!

personally i prefer the japanese version more. (:

YOSHHH!

NEHH! (:
i know the "blond" very prominent.
but the one under him is ashiya mizuki [lu rui xi]!
then beside her on the right [your right, not hers] is Sano!
EH! i just realised this image different from the show one.
):
NO NAKATSU! ): WHAT?!
LOL. and .. nanba [dorm leader, senior nan] looks nice in this image. LOL.
OOK. the picture says it all. (:
oh, i want the songs from the show, if anyone have. (:

yep. and there are alot of stuff i wanna watch like..
kyoushiro to towa no sora
memories off (1ep done)
code geass: lelouch of the rebellion (?)
d.gray man (?)

okay, i like can go on forever. LOL.
ill just watch slowly ya. (;

okay, gotta rush out coloured sketch. lmao. suppose to do since i reached home. LOL.
oops i guess. HAHA. :P

listen; for fruits basket - horie yui

this is the last time;

2007-08-01T19:41:00.000+08:00

http://positionrelative.wordpress.com/2007/01/23/craigs-pissed/

okay, this is gonna be the last time that i'll be posting with this link.
cus' tomorrow's my TOTW. :l
and then draw & colour a4 visli sketch. (:

went out with ZOEEEE! :D
bought trinity blood. WOOT!
had clamchowder. pwns. :D

listen; no promises - shayne ward

shut the fuck up;

2007-07-31T16:23:00.000+08:00

(:
i got alot of goosebumps while listening to shut up - simple plan today.
thank you for speaking my thoughts.
so..
i'm happy today. :D

i got my watercolour pencils! wooot! :D
and although my web design is kiddish in my opinion.
tcher says to add animation & javascript. (:
I ROCKKKK. LOL. :d
but no eye candies today. ):
okay, maybe just the usual one. ehhh.
but BACK VIEW. =='' nehneh!
LOL. whatever. kinda high. (x
ladeedum~!

anyone know when is TP's open house for second intake?
please leave a tag, or msn me. (:
PLEASE!! ONEGAI!! (:

I WANNA GET A NEW BLOGSKIN.
lol. okay, as for now, i will scout for one on blogskins.
then when i have time, which i probably won't. [LOL]
ill [try] and make one for myself. (:

oh and you know what?!
tomorrow's.. WEDNESDAYYYY!! :D
[winks]

OK! IM GOING TO.. GET SOME WORK DOWN.
and.. probably game abit. LOL!

listen; grow up - simple plan

"your vengeance, we will deliver."

2007-07-30T20:02:00.000+08:00

O pitiful shadow clothed in darkness..
Thy actions cause men pain and suffering..
Thy hollow soul drown in thy sins..
WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE WHAT HELL IS LIKE?

Hell correspondence-
"your vengeance, we will deliver."

[edit]
http://positionrelative.wordpress.com/2007/01/23/craigs-pissed/
shit sia. i hate pasting this bloody link. LOL.
[/edit]

okay, i was browsing the Jigoku Tsushin group on MiniTokyo that i'm in. LOL.
i like the music marh. (:
but the website that they provided to try and mimick the hell correspondence website isn't really good.
because if you click at any time of the day, it works anyway. ==''
but i found one on some other side, which i forgot.
it's really quite real. cus' you can't go in any other time at all.
and obviously, i forgot to go back to the website at midnight. ==''
gomen-nasai! i'll try & find the site again ok. LOL.
[thinks of a name to type in]
rofl. okok, just kidding~ [NOT]
LOL! :d

narhhh~ i like ichimoku ren from jigoku shoujo!
~~cus' he got emo hair, like me!~~ :X
his [supposedly] eye power, kinda cool leh. LOL.
although abit scary, come to think of it. heh.
tsk, okay la, he shuai ok k. LMAO!

note to self:
aizome - noto mamiko
snow - sakasama no chou
jigoku metal
futakomori

JIGOKU SONGS! hahaha. anyone have? i doubt so though.
drop me a tag or msn me if ya have k. (:
oh, and that group webpage have recorded the damn clear version of...
ENMA AI'S WORDS!
urm, when she delivers vengeance for the client that is. (:
sugoiiiiiiiiiiiiii~!!!!! LOL!

oh yea. I BOUGHT FRESHMODE! (:
comics magazine. (:
bought it in Cheers, i was looking for drinks/snacks actually.
then saw it on the rack. july issue.
also saw the june/may issues i think. left 1 on the rack.
but. abit pricey to buy all. and abit foolish too.
hence bought the latest copy to see how first. LOLs.
i think i like it quite a lot.
eh, must go watch PAPRIKA ok!
JIO PLEASE. (:

oh yea. i found a [fake] death note online.
LOL. so cool.
still. wish there was a real one.
eh no.
wish there WERE real ONESSSS. LOL~
don't give me that stare.
i do wish to kill. bleh.
but i still think enma is a better way though.
so that people don't abuse killing people. LOL!
nahh. but somehow, can we ask enma to bring more than 1 person to hell?
hmmm. strange. but nevermind. hehe.

okay. must bathe.
and. study web design.
urgh. [moans]
okay, i will. erm.
TRY okay?
(:

listen; snow - sakasama no chou
also, stalker - goldfinger (:

completion;

2007-07-27T21:07:00.000+08:00

i am currently, a happy bao. (:
ive finished harrypotter&thedeathlyhallows! :D
please, i love JK Rowling. LOL. :D
no spoilers, hence..
in loving memories;
(observes a minute of silence)
yes. i so wanna rant about it, but i won't spoil it okay. :D
because i know alot of people haven't finished reading,
thanks to the [hectic] poly life. yep.
gambatte minna~

ladeedum~ :D
miniTOKYO's attractive trinity blood wallpapers has tempt me into buying the manga.
LOL~ im so getting it. ive been hesitating on whether to buy it or not,
and now, the problem's solved! BUY! thank you MT! XD
blooooooop!
my new love is drawdrawww. LOL.
im so getting both the TB manga & watercolour pencils next week. (:
oh ya! must remember borrow TCZ from rickson. :D
woot~! :D

now i know who are Alice Nine. :D
thanks to MT. hehe. XD
and i must say, Lucify is close, but not quite.
ladeedum~
but still, im biased towards kuek lah. XD
hehe. yepyep. :P

do you like roses? hmm.
no offence to rose-lovers. but like,
it feels so common nowadays. -.-''
but not that i dont like them of course. ha~
just a random thought.
neh~

listen; shizukana yoruni - tanaka rie

and finally, my heart really died.

2007-07-26T20:32:00.000+08:00

really, what was i thinking?
eyecandies are enough for me.
why do i have a freaking crush that just make me bleed.
so that's that, eyecandies are THE love!
nothing more! (:
no eyecandies today.
my timing was random. hence..
never mind! :D
hope for tomorrow. LOL.
tsk. but he really very fair leh. i wonder why. :x
i seriously suspect he's mix blood too. but skarly wrong. LOL.
and i think we recognise each other lor. HAHA~
(daydreams~)
XD

conversation circle today was madness. I SAID "LA".
LOL. i know she say relax, but. after i LA-ed, in my mind, i was like: DAMN!
LOL. but our topic was boringgg.
talk about memorable events in secondary school life? wth?
i would rather..
one thing you wanna do in life.. or..
favourite blog.. or..
a country/city you wanna live in.. or..
a skill you would like to acquire.. or..
an amusing clip/article on the internet.. or..
most unforgettable holiday experience..!
see, all the others so fun. T-T
basket!
then computer systems presentation was okay i guess.
my frigging shirt was big. like big. -.-''
should have worn the other one.
but it was okay, although i couldn't really fully answer mr myint's question for me.
arh. whatever. lol.

bloody hell.
thanks to weather, i nearly forgot to bathe. LOL!
:X
but i still remembered, and guess what!
i got a stroke of inspiration for a sketch for my assignment. HAHA~
BATHROOM, YOU'RE THE BEST! LOLOLOL~!
XD
ladeedum~
minitokyo's the best. :D animeanimeanime~ LMAO!
eh but you know arh. there's alot of anime with chio/shuai characters sia.
that i don't know, cus' never watch. but, really nice.
i am a frog in a well sia. lol. oh well. no time to watch man!
T-T
sadded. ah whatever!
oh. must remember to write teacher's tribute. T-T
whathell~ but it's okay. 150 words. should be a piece of cake.
yummy. :9
hm. going chiong sketches. tata~

listen; yi shi de mei hao - angela zhang

mismatched; imba-lance;

2007-07-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

hello powerr. (:
finally met up with zoe today. :D
so happy. (: and a bit paiseh. lol.
cus' unloaded all the shits ive received in school unto her.
but thanks ah zoe! feel a little relieved now. (:
yep. & zoe got her colour pencils! lol~
i got my black markers, bought 2. :X
& got my new limegreen sketchpad, woo~
& also my new sketching/drawing pencils. :D
only thing lacking now is my watercolour pencils. (x
costs $20 for 48 colours. good investment; says zoe. lol!
i shall get them tomorrow yep. didn't have enough cash with me today.
ladeedum~

kor sailing tonight. take care on the seas~
(fyi; my brother in navy ah.)

i shall do my [refined] sketches for visual literacy tomorrow.
listen to vertigo all over again and again and again~
as for my [literal] sketches,
i shall finish them up to load up to MT or something.
(:
gambatte, minna~

i think i have quite a bad temper sometimes.
overwhelmed by hate; dislike;
well, whatever~ lol~
im fine with it. (:

i have mismatched shoes for tomorrow's formal wear i think.
like, doesnt match my top&bottom.
hee, but im lazy to go over to borrow my mum's.
so using my aunt's .. leather shoes. [its new!]
but it looks.. not matching lah.
but its not that much of a problem,
although i dont really mind so much, as long as i have something to wear.
but-
i'm just not the kind of people whom you comment on them
& the comments whatsoever just bounces off them.
you get the point. --''
ladeedum~

oh dear, the new 9 o'clock show just made me so agitated.
i teared. oh my. what a show.

nevermind. ahbao will be the strange kid again after tomorrow.
as for now,
good bye world.

listen; meteor - t.m.revolution

friends; anime; eyecandies;

2007-07-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

http://positionrelative.wordpress.com/2007/01/23/craigs-pissed/

yea. best (and old) friends, anime, eyecandies are my wonder medicine. (:
yummy. :9
it compensates you know, for all the shit that's happened.
ladeedum~
ahbao is thinking of her eyecandies. (:
i am currently playing pool with my shifu. lols.
my source of entertainment. hehe.
(x

im starting to dread school. T-T
thanks to assignments & projects.
thanks to exams. but not tests. ):
basket. imagine discussing cmsy at midnight.
like what the fuck? nevermind.
i should get use to it?
nah, i don't want to. sorry.

im so glad i do not have a cca. (:
its one of the better decisions ive made this year.
ive more time to..
do work; game; spend time with friends; even family;
also time to do some doujinshi, revive my accounts on MT and dA.
bah. its just im not somebody who prioritise her works.
but i prioritise my interests. HAHA! :X
i fucking hate ~~school~~ schoolwork. T-T

listen; thanks for nothing - sum41

swears; curses;

2007-07-24T20:35:00.000+08:00

damn. now my text alignment.. -.-
reminds you of ming's blog hor? zz, nvm bah.

although i got my harry potter book today.
and some extra cash came in today.
and i got my clothes for thursday today.
its still.. a bad day.
tsk tsk.
no eye candies. no gaming today.
accused of complaining today.
computer systems is shit.
c***b** lah. and n**b** also.
it's seriously driving me crazy. ==''
eh tcher, how can you do this to us.
do you know i can sue you for murdering my brain cells.
draining my life, cutting away my communications,
killing off means of entertainment, just to..
do this f***ing assignment? T-T
man. this sucks. and dont mind my kpkb-ing.

...

and more kpkb-ing;
i think its like not just her, its them instead.
like, yay. == ARGH!
the oh-so-fucking-perfect duo. --''
go screw the wall and die.
i know there's karma for this, but hello.
im so not gonna take this lying down.
but then again, its no use getting fed-up with them eh.
im so not removing my nice mask for them. & ruin myself.
):
i hope life will get better. it will. ill make it so.
otherwise ill go join zoe in nyp. (:
lol.
ladeedum~
shifu coming TP! i want to see him. :D
i tell him must must must come. hahaha~
hehe. oh, i want to see stupid PBT too.
tsk. nevermind. shifu is of higher priority. lol!
XD

oh well. i cant really figure out what the fuck is the computer systems documents piyaya just sent me anyway. -.-'' they just look like copy&pasted stuff and the other one's the one i saw in hard copy already. ==' so there's paperwork, practice presentation & powerpoint to be done according to piyaya.
sounds little hor.
but 1 day to do it.
and dont expect me to stay back tomorrow after school lor.
~~ill cb at whoever asks me to stay back after school tomorrow.~~
bleh.
hope zoe day will be carried out tomorrow. ):
im so gonna get depression if this goes on. T-T
and obviously my blogging temper's getting from bad to worse.
(if you can't tell from the rapid increase of vulgarities, please really go ~~fuck~~ bang the wall.)

i wish i was in Cross Academy.
i wish i was in Cross Academy's night class;
which makes me a vampire. (yum, blood.)
kaname-sama~
lord of my blood.
(:

i wish GSD was real.
i wish i was a mobile suit coordinator.
i wish i could fight like them.
but i don't wanna be dilly-dally like them.
i dont really like the AsuCaga pairing.
mainly because i dont like cagalli. lol.
sorry AsuCaga fans.
oh, i dont care about KiraLacus anyway.
cus' i dont like both. lmao.
there is only Heine&Rey love in me ok.
heine westenfluss;
rey za burrel;
gilbert durandal;
lol, im crazy. bleh.

i wish POT was real too.
kunimitsu tezuka (:
fuji's not bad too. lol.
it's me and my anime loves.

it calms me down okay.
oh dear. T-T
i want my eyecandies;
i have a bad feeling about tomorrow;
and tomorrow's tomorrow;
and tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow;
fuck lah.
~~cbcbcbcbcbcbcbcb.~~

listen; jing shen fen lie - edison chen
i might really jing shen fen lie soon. T-T

eyecandy; fate;

2007-07-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

oh mummy!
i saw my darling eyecandy today again! (x
but, he cut my bus queue! tsk~ how can like that? ):
but nevermind, i forgive him. lol~
aww, i got on the same bus as him, but then i stood all the way.
and he as usual, fell asleep. :D
i still have no idea if he's chinese, malay, mix-blood.
because he's so fair! lol! :p
& i do see a tiny hint of recognition. lols. see too many times le.
:stones&daydreams:

http://positionrelative.wordpress.com/2007/01/23/craigs-pissed/
lol, yes it's THE link again. sorry people! hehe. :p

yummy. i do like seaweed chicken. :9
oh, i was having fun today with huiying, imitating the oh-so-lol-move~
hor huiying? hor hor? xd

i realised like all my eyecandies (erms, 4 in all? haha!) look a bit..
beng? lols. :x
but beng so what~
dont judge people by their appearance can. ):
i hate that.
look-beng guys are also nice people lo.
not all look-beng = beng really ok. -.-''
like erm.. who arh.. levon? eh, no leh. he abit only. more like joker.
hm.. cong? no eh. he.. dont fall in that category.
erms. weixiang? oh no no. emokiaa. lol! xd
nevermind! i think my class dont have.
hmm. for example.
ah, the guy at urban concepts.
look beng but he is very nice ok. (x
okay nevermind. -.-''

ladeedum~
i think i screwed my cmaths test2. lols. well.
i guess i had it coming. karma. ):
oh, minitokyo's my new love. (x
my old love, still lovin', is deviantart ok. lol.
although i revived my friendster,
i still find it.. a little boring. =l
nevermind.
off to foruming~ no spams of course.
wtf you think i am. -.-''

listen; michishirube - dnangel

fuck off;

2007-07-23T16:12:00.000+08:00

blogging from school, just an impulse. suppose to be studying for cmaths test: boolean algebra, totally forgot about it. -.-' hope to get a pass at least. T-T

anyway, i'm kinda sick of that person. you know, those tiny little breakouts ive been typing underneath some of my posts. bleah. i think little miss oh-i-have-a-perfect-life is getting on my nerves. and of course, obviously, nobody knows anything about it. nor who is it. heh. so stop guessing who is it okay. (: and of course it's not like i'm gonna tell you, you you or you. duh. just maybe when i meet with zoe, i'll rant to her about it. lols. (: i have a lot of names for her. like, little miss spoilt brat, little miss act-like-she-know-everything, or even miss thinks-she-understands-all. it's like i could quote severus snape's words: "insufferable know it all." but in this case, it's like she thinks she is a know-it-all. in my opinion that is. (: oh yes, we're friends still, if anyone's wondering, but it's just that, we will never be like, zoe&me that kinda friends, when we could talk about anything and everything under the sky, or like fel&me that kinda friends, when we could go gah-gah over heroes in a movie. :D because i simply, do. not. like. her. yes. (:

ladeedum~
i wanna get my colour pencils & new sketchpad maybe? (:
anyone tell me how much a scanner costs? (:
hope my harrypotter book is coming~ (:
zoe day! (:
im feeling at ease with the world. (:
haven't got my formal wear, but will be getting it like tomorrow. (:
skipping PRSP lecture tomorrow. (:
because it's like one lesson tomorrow. -.-''
ladeedum~

oh no~
i think my head's full of him. lol.
&.. yea you know. lol~ (x
oh my.
i have a mighty crush on him. haha~ goodness? XD

listen; dont you know who i think i am - fall out boys

hello, stop interfering with my life already.
if you think you're so smart/oh-so-powerful,
please go reform some other real depression cases.
im starting to dread going to school,
is it you that's causing it? i don't really know.
but i still love school, thanks to him. and not you.
so please go bang wall and die,
either that, or stop interfering with my life.
and attention whoring. thank you so much. (:

invisible target;

2007-07-22T17:02:00.000+08:00

http://positionrelative.wordpress.com/2007/01/23/craigs-pissed/

lol. i know its irritating i keep repeating that link but its for my convenience okay. :D

anyway, finally proceeded with the movie date with fel!! :D we watched Invisible Target! :D it's an action-packed movie! :D nicholas (xie ting feng) & shawn (yu wen le) rocks! as for jaycee (fang zu ming), no comments okay. :D lol. XD before that had ToriQ bento set A for dinner. :D was trying to find seats. -.-' but never mind. :D yummy~ oh oh, we saw SIMPSONS! it was like homer and his son! XD we took a picture with them arh. ahahahahah~ and fel was so happy! XD so cute can the simpsons. hehe. XD ladeeedum~ and saw WEIXIANG. HAHA! okay apparently i think i was too small for him to see yesh. -.-' but its alright. used to it. HAHA~ XD and i had my GoGo cheeseballs hotdogs~~~~ XD LOVEEE~~~~ XD then after the movie, fel bought her tutukuehs and we went home. awww. ): i want more hotdogs. :D

school starts tomorrow. so sian. need formal wear for thursday. ~~fuck sia.~~ ): one of the many many factors that contributed to me choosing IT was because i don't like formal wear. T-T so when i heard this, i was like what the fuck? -.-'' basket. that brings the total level of hating computer systems up to 5. lol. okay, that was nonsense. -.-'' nevermind.

off to game.

listen; tsubasa RC opening

he + i = we.

2007-07-20T19:27:00.000+08:00

i wish upon a star, please make this equation come true.

...

i can't help but stare/glance/sneaking peeks at him. strayed thoughts are all him, his jokes, actions.. -.- please keep ahbao sane. i don't wanna go crazy. x_x

okay whatever.
http://positionrelative.wordpress.com/2007/01/23/craigs-pissed/
imma put this link in every post until i do my TOTW.

anyway, i freaking dislike the new visual literacy assignment: visualization. T-T cus' our song interpretations can't be too literal. eh, like what the hell? my simple brain can only contain that. ): i bombed out 5 ideas like within 1 1/2 hours, and she told me all too literal. ): i even used my anime sketch, which i did during my free time, which makes it 6 sketches in total. x_x she only like the wings in that though. ): aiya, tcher, anime is like my 1 of my better strengths. x_x zzz. never mind. i'll probably use the girl sketch that i did for submission on other sites. hehe. consider it as doujinshi/fanart. heh!

oh yea. i was using my wallpapers which i found on MiniTokyo as a reference for my sketch. then ah tun & levon were like, wah, you google wallpapers during your free time one is it? lol. no larh! it's like i really like miniTokyo quite a lot recently and will continue. they've got like 1300+ pages of wallpapers. and that's just part of the gallery. woo! rather high quality too. although i never watch Rozen Maiden(s?), i've seen some on MT that's like gorgeous. lol. i recognised a few characters from the cosplay pictures i viewed on sgcafe. :D oh yea, their gallery got some fabulous doujinshis. D: (feels inferior) oh but never mind. practice practice practice. x_x

i want new colour pencils. maybe those water colour pencils kind. although i dont really know how to use them. hehe. but looks fun. o_o
i need new marker pen for inking too. x_x
broke ah broke. lol. how! T-T
anyone got lobang or something..
work from home etc etc.. freelancer..
ART TRADE! okay abit wrong to write this here. guess nobody wants anyway. hahaha.
(fyi, some kinda art trade is like, you can request for a drawing of anything, and ill draw it, and you can draw something that i want back and give it to me, or give me a lil fee if you like it like cus' its very nice blah blah. LOL but its true.) hahahaha. :P

aww. random but. jiayou jinshun!! (:

listen; high school never ends - bowling for soup
the whole damn world is just as obsessed with who's the best dressed and who's havin' sex.
(how true is this. very.)

if dreams were reality;

2007-07-19T12:05:00.000+08:00

):

i had the best dream (most probably) last night. x_x i dreamt of *******! (: he held my hand. (: cuddly. :D but it was just a dream. ): i wished it's real. it felt so real too. argh! )x i know im going crazy. the dream was in colour. he was just him, jokes and all. man.. & i was me too. and we were us. ): how sad was i to wake up. reality boomed down. ): the warmth of his hand just slipped away fast and abrupt, and i woke up to the cold hard cruel world without him. ):

meh. call me despo. whatever. i dont care. ): but probably we weren't to be. -.- sad.

listen; mi lao shu - mayday

welcome to my life;

2007-07-18T11:47:00.000+08:00

i can't stop this "double attitude" thing in me. it's like an attitude problem. but like, what the fuck. there is no outer wall. there is an inner wall. built to contain the creature within. ah, whatever shit am i sayin'?! =.=

have you ever had the feeling that you're viewing the world in a perspective of somebody else out of this world? it's like you can see yourself, but you know you're you, and you're still in your human carcass. get it? i've had that feeling twice. it feels like, out of the world really. it's like you're dead already and watching the world, but yet you're not. and you know it. ah, whatever!

and stop bothering me with fake questionaires, surveys unless it's really JUST A SURVEY. i would actually help you do your job if you really need statistics for your schoolwork or company. but excuse me, i hate stupid talks. like, wtf are you so interested in changing my life. do you have a problem? oh no, you're gonna ask me what's MY problem. so you don't want me to tell you in your bloody face that YOU'RE THE PROBLEM. pain in the ass. go and bang the wall and die. -.-

with the radio on so loud, that no one hears you screaming
no, you dunno what its like, when nothing feels alright
you dunno what its like to be like me
to be on the edge of breaking down
with no one to save you
do you wanna be somebody else
..
all the big fake smiles and stupid lies
..
to be kicked when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
..
no one ever stabs you in the back
you might think im happy
but im not okay
you dunno what's its like

welcome to my life.

insufferable know-it-all.

listen; thanks for nothing - sum41

everybody's changin', and i don't feel the same.

2007-07-17T20:45:00.000+08:00

went to watch Harry Potter & the Order of the Phoenix at GV Tampines today. but before there, i rotted in CS arcade with Cong for like, 1 and another half an hours. -.-' damn sian. lol. but after that, cindy came. & so we went into watch. it was sort of a letdown for me, since i read the book already. =l but cindy & cong didn't read the book one, lol, so alot of questions as to why. i guess the movie's made such that those who never read understand them too. (: but! they should really make it such that book readers will enjoy it too. ): but luna lovegood is the love of the show alright! no spoilers. lol. i just gotta say that. :D aww damn. and this time round, the twins didn't get to show much. ): like hello? they were like suppose to be the \m/ lor! T-T but there was this new and cute small kid that cindy absolutely adores. lol. -.-'' we, that is to say cong and i, seriously think she is getting a little bit pee-low-file. LOL. (x darn. and ron's still.. (screams at directors: DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE HIM SO UNGLAM!?) T-T hermione's the chiobu larh, then. -.- and cho's image kena smudged. lol. never mind. (: but she's quite chio too. hahahahah. :X

FEL! MOVIE DATE! LOL. transformers still showing FYI. you choose lah hor. i don't mind one. (: just drop me a sms. or i'll spam you. HAHAHA. XD

got myself some cooling drink. i feel damn heaty. like, chips, nachos, hotdogs, chocolates. X.X goodness. lol. chocolates spammage thanks to visli. gah gah gah! never mind. :D oh that reminds me to email the teacher. hahahaha. XD

bloop. i wanted get myself the condor heroes DVD. although its $18, but the quality's not good. -.-'' sad. nevermind. (: at least i got the opening theme and ending theme yep. (: i was wondering why nobody bothered to film The Celestial Zone?? ): Sadded. (Rickson~~ hehe. :D)

listen; thanks for nothing - sum41

shinigami; death; god; rebirth

2007-07-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

You Are Death

You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.
But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.
You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.
Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.

Your fortune:

Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.
Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.
But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.
Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage.

What Tarot Card Are You?

Hmm. Blogthings also said that i'm 80% gemini. (: and libra is my rising sign. if you understand astrological talk. lol. just go click around. i was kinda bored, so i went clicking around blogthings. :D

today was such a time-wasting time in school. -.-'

tomorrow's movie with cindy & cong! XD and no school tomorrow! :D woot woot! =D

...

shall we use lyrics to describe some of my random feelings. -.-

we only want to sing you to sleep, your bedroom's speakers wo-oh oh oh~

they say quitters never win, we walk the plank on a sinking ship.

there's a world outside of my front door.

he tastes like you, but sweeter.

thanks for the memories, even though they weren't so great.

4 years, you think for sure, that's all you've (i've) to endure

all the total dicks, all the stuck up chicks

nothing changes, but the faces, name and the trends.

so much for my happy ending.

check out the popular kids.

the whole damn world is just as obsessed with who's the best dressed

and who's having sex.

let's talk this over, it's not like we're dead.

i don't wanna be a murderer.

(you're) so superficial, so immature.

here we go again.

she's a dove, she's a fucking nightmare.

so what.

cus' i'm all messed up.

with all these voices in my head.

i'm talking to myself.

thanks for acting like you care.

thanks for watching as i fall.

you were everything, everything i wanted.

okok, enough. i can go on forever. -.-

listen; don't you know who i think i am - FOB, high school never ends - bowling for soup, thanks for the memories - FOB, unfaithful - rihanna, my happy ending - avril lavigne, all messed up - sum41, dumpweed - blink182

beautiful voices; pictures; people; world

2007-07-15T11:39:00.000+08:00

bloop. (: auditionSEA has patched with compatibility with vista! :D yayy! now gotta get my numpad. bwahah. (: oh, they've patched the dance battle 8 such that level 10 & 11 are 8keys too. although there's still a bug, and players can only play the crazy fm only. -.- but nevermind! (: yayy~ feel a bit outdated. lols. but got shifu arh. so nevermind. :D lols. (:

arh. so nice to not have any tedious assignments to rush. (: and so nice to draw something not related to schoolwork for a while. (: oh, and taking photographs is like the best hobby/pastime ever okay. lols. (:

...

i was thinking alot this weekend. i feel that, although im like friends (i think) with my class, i have this feeling that there's a very big distance between me and them. perhaps it's the mask that's causing this trouble. a casual psychology test speaks the same results. could it be a gemini thing? perhaps this is just the 1st half of the year, and as such, not much understanding has been achieved. is it? what happens if 3 years later, the wall around me is just as solid as ever. i suppose we'll all just let nature take its own course. but nature(destiny) has its own way of revealing things/solving things no? what if it decides to play pranks on us. -.-'' that's its favourite pastime, ive said that before.

ah. so much for blending it. im still on square one, now that ive think about it. and no, i dont like that.. behaviour.. or should i call it.. er.. never mind.

spoilt brat.

listen; journey - angela zhang

weekend;

2007-07-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

My Happy Ending

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lose it.
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
All of the memories so close to be just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh shuddup already bao. Oh, and stand up STRAIGHT,and sit STRAIGHT too.

RESPECT.

2007-07-12T19:52:00.000+08:00

Every day, there are more and more Craigs List posts seeking “artists” for everything from auto graphics to comic books to corporate logo designs. More people are finding themselves in need of some form of illustrative service.

But what they’re NOT doing, unfortunately, is realizing how rare someone with these particular talents can be.

To those who are “seeking artists”, let me ask you; How many people do you know, personally, with the talent and skill to perform the services you need? A dozen? Five? One? …none?
More than likely, you don’t know any. Otherwise, you wouldn’t be posting on craigslist to find them.

And this is not really a surprise.

In this country, there are almost twice as many neurosurgeons as there are professional illustrators. There are eleven times as many certified mechanics. There are SEVENTY times as many people in the IT field.

So, given that they are less rare, and therefore less in demand, would it make sense to ask your mechanic to work on your car for free? Would you look him in the eye, with a straight face, and tell him that his compensation would be the ability to have his work shown to others as you drive down the street?

Would you offer a neurosurgeon the “opportunity” to add your name to his resume as payment for removing that pesky tumor? (Maybe you could offer him “a few bucks” for “materials”. What a deal!)

Would you be able to seriously even CONSIDER offering your web hosting service the chance to have people see their work, by viewing your website, as their payment for hosting you?
If you answered “yes” to ANY of the above, you’re obviously insane. If you answered “no”, then kudos to you for living in the real world.

But then tell me… why would you think it is okay to live out the same, delusional, ridiculous fantasy when seeking someone whose abilities are even less in supply than these folks?
Graphic artists, illustrators, painters, etc., are skilled tradesmen. As such, to consider them as, or deal with them as, anything less than professionals fully deserving of your respect is both insulting and a bad reflection on you as a sane, reasonable person. In short, it makes you look like a twit.

A few things you need to know;
1. It is not a “great opportunity” for an artist to have his work seen on your car/’zine/website/bedroom wall, etc. It IS a “great opportunity” for YOU to have their work there.

2. It is not clever to seek a “student” or “beginner” in an attempt to get work for free. It’s ignorant and insulting. They may be “students”, but that does not mean they don’t deserve to be paid for their hard work. You were a “student” once, too. Would you have taken that job at McDonalds with no pay, because you were learning essential job skills for the real world? Yes, your proposition it JUST as stupid.

3. The chance to have their name on something that is going to be seen by other people, whether it’s one or one million, is NOT a valid enticement. Neither is the right to add that work to their “portfolio”. They get to do those things ANYWAY, after being paid as they should. It’s not compensation. It’s their right, and it’s a given.

4. Stop thinking that you’re giving them some great chance to work. Once they skip over your silly ad, as they should, the next ad is usually for someone who lives in the real world, and as such, will pay them. There are far more jobs needing these skills than there are people who possess these skills.

5. Students DO need “experience”. But they do NOT need to get it by giving their work away. In fact, this does not even offer them the experience they need. Anyone who will not/can not pay them is obviously the type of person or business they should be ashamed to have on their resume anyway. Do you think professional contractors list the “experience” they got while nailing down a loose step at their grandmother’s house when they were seventeen?
If you your company or gig was worth listing as desired experience, it would be able to pay for the services it received. The only experience they will get doing free work for you is a lesson learned in what kinds of scrubs they should not lower themselves to deal with.

6. (This one is FOR the artists out there, please pay attention.) Some will ask you to “submit work for consideration”. They may even be posing as some sort of “contest”. These are almost always scams. They will take the work submitted by many artists seeking to win the “contest”, or be “chosen” for the gig, and find what they like most. They will then usually have someone who works for them, or someone who works incredibly cheap because they have no originality or talent of their own, reproduce that same work, or even just make slight modifications to it, and claim it as their own. You will NOT be paid, you will NOT win the contest. The only people who win, here, are the underhanded folks who run these ads. This is speculative, or “spec”, work. It’s risky at best, and a complete scam at worst. I urge you to avoid it, completely. For more information on this subject, please visit www.no-spec.com.

So to artists/designers/illustrators looking for work, do everyone a favor, ESPECIALLY yourselves, and avoid people who do not intend to pay you. Whether they are “spec” gigs, or just some guy who wants a free mural on his living room walls. They need you. You do NOT need them.

And for those who are looking for someone to do work for free… please wake up and join the real world. The only thing you’re accomplishing is to insult those with the skills you need. Get a clue.

comments?
i got this from http://positionrelative.wordpress.com/2007/01/23/craigs-pissed/ who got it from http://craigslist.org/ .

so superficial; so immature;

2007-07-12T13:59:00.000+08:00

YayayayaY~ Lols. Nice song. The MV quite cute. HAHAHA. XD
okay stupid veoh embedder. lol. i used youtube's anyway. couldn't find the MV i wanted to show. but this edited harry potter version quite ok. HA. but only opening got twins only. ):
LOL. changed again! rofl. prince of tennis edited MV version of high school never ends. BWahahahaha. tezuka. (:

shall update more properly when i get my assignments done and running. (:
meanwhile, enjoy video clips ya. sorry about the autoplay iMeem player. have to trouble you to click stop. :X

untitled;

2007-07-11T17:55:00.000+08:00

Check out this song, Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney. I don't know if I'm slow or what, but it's quite nice ya. Just pause the damn iMeem player on my sidebar then play it. (: Because You Live by him also nice. (: Bloop!

Anyway if you people got nice english songs to recommend, just tag me okay! (: Or message me when I'm online yar. (: Err, chinese also can lah. But I currently wanna add more english songs to my library ya! :D

Was listening to My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne this morning on the bus to school, sudden urge to cry. O_O! I scared myself. :X I don't know why. Hmm. Must be the lyrics. HA. Whatever.

The bus was freaking late this morning. T_T In the end I couldn't make it in time for CMSY lecture, so went to the library to find Shabon and HY. Then Tun & Levon also there. Ming arrived a little later. Lols. ): CMSY lecture, so sorry, didn't meant to pon you. D: Forgive me. Lol. :X Today's wednesday! Yet, no ZOE still! ): Sadded. Lols. Ahhh.

I was surprisingly hardworking towards the end of the programming tutorial today. Lol. Was trying to find out how to reverse the number, the codes to solving it. :O Middle of lesson I was like playing with Word. Lol. Yes, I was that .. lazy. Rofl. XD But in the end, I still tried cracking my brain up to find the damn code k. But still cannot make it. And since lesson was over-classed for 30mins, johnny let us go already. Aww. Haha.

Shit sia! I binded my proposal and everything for web design. And guess what!? Right after I dropped it into Miss Natasha's pigeon hole, I realised that I forgot to attach my Concept Designs! WTF! -_-'' Sad sia. So, shall email her later. Gah. Absent mindedness. ):

Oh, I still haven't got my cooling pad. Ha. Shall get it this week maybe. (:

YAYYYYYYY! HarryPotter next week with cindy and conggy~~~~~ XD so excited. HA!

and yet another old song..
(untitled)
how could this happen to me
i made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
yes, i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me

listen; somewhere only we know - keane

postponed deadlines; damned tasks

2007-07-10T17:20:00.001+08:00

okay, should i be happy that the deadline for the uploading of the beta website has been pushed back yet again to friday? maybe i should. (: but the proposal's still due tomorrow. and it has to be binded. -_- what the shit? ): irritating. AH! but somehow i think proposal's posing me a tad bit more problem than the website. T_T why ah. lol.

gosh. met the guy i met on first week of school this year. (lol, long gap i know.) he reminds me of kuek of lucify. but he's really fair. ok, quite fair. lol. he got those eyes! zomg. lol. couldn't help looking. :X electricity. lol. got off same stop summore. XD goodness. (faints)

:O and i got a glimpse of the sideview of the -yet another guy- at the coffee shop. HA. today is like a lucky-cum-unlucky day. lol. like, omgwtfbbq kinda thing. (:

ah, im looking for Once Upon A December, song in my iMeem playlist, added from some guy. (: looking for the mp3. anyone~ XD

MAYDAY HAVING NEW ALBUM WOR! news from devon unsure, then from eeyen from michelle. will have more news from eeyen when he gets more news. haha! XD YAYYYY! ASHIN IS THE LOVE! (: AIIII! (jump!)

im craving for:
potato gratin: culinary cafe @ TP
kinder bueno
~~potato chips~~ (yummy, lays~)
~~snapple~~ (yum~ lime green iced tea~)
m & m's. :O must.. .refrain.. before... tak..ingg.. picture...

lol. stupid visli. ah. what to do. this hectic poly life. haha. i stll want my japan trip. ): bleh! gambatte. (:

listen; once upon a december - anastasia OST

busted self-esteem;

2007-07-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

i lost it.
every part of it.
it was low i know.
but i just cant get it higher.
so just let it go.

my self-esteem. confidence.
screw it.
i was never confident with myself anyway.
damn it.
have fun stabbing myself then.
sad but yea. l:

ahhui strikes back!

2007-07-09T20:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE. (: my darling ahhui is back! (: got it back this morning, was so happy. heehee. but the fujitsu services disappoint me a little, they couldn't get the door to the room where they kept all the laptops open?! like wtf? -_-'' made me roam around the 5th floor of funan like some lost sheep, it's like funan at 10am? can walk what sai? but anyway, was really happy to get it back, brand new hard disc. o_o''

so that meant that i missed the web design lecture. lol. good thing she didn't teach flash yet. hoho. (: then cabbed back to school, was kinda noob, cus' i have no idea where to tell the uncle to stop. lols. but never mind, since they at the library, i stopped at the engineering lobby. lol. didn't realise until i walked up actually. ah, noob jiu shi noob yar. hahahaha. then shabon accompanied me to the cyber centre to get the LAN settings and some other network settings fixed. the uncle very friendly ah. (x he was entertaining us while setting up. ha. but i still got pay attention luh. lol. :D

the dumb thing is, i forgot to bring my office disc to school. so i couldn't view the lectures. -_-'' spent the lectures downloading stuff. JDK take years to download in school. lol. so i'm doing it now, at home. (: yep, and transferring songs and pictures. aye aye aye. (: thank you ming for the macromedia 8 studio stuff. (: and thanks shabon for the keygens. (:

my beta website looks kiddish. lol. (: but i like my images, maybe it's cus' i created them myself, hence feeling a little more attached to them. haha. XD (glomps on the logo) wee~ heehee. :D

okay i need CHINESE INPUT SOFTWARE FOR VISTA. if anyone have any software compatible with vista de, please tag me, sms me, tell me, lend me! (: yay! :D thank you very the much! :D blooooop. XD

oh ya i had a strange dream last night. some blurred already. but i remember ming changed his email to deathgod_ming in my dream.. so strange! lol! XD

listen; michishirube - shunichi miyamoto

more trouble than i could've foreseen

2007-07-08T16:44:00.000+08:00

if you've read harry potter really thoroughly, you would realise that the title of this post is something that dumbledore said about professor trelawney and the subject of divination. bwaha. whatever.

but really, web design is like causing more trouble than i know. -_- although i do like the logo and cards that i created myself. (: a little accomplishment than none! (: bleh bleh bleh. ): ive quite a long way to go still. although ive finished the basic website image, just gotta slice it, put it some rubbish. gah. so gay! ): i dont like wds! lol. i dont like alot of things huh.

new clothes! (: yay! thank you mummy! love you! (x i wanted the 2 jacket-atop-blouses, but she said that it wouldn't suit me, so i didn't choose them. lol. i got big ass! LOL. must be spent too much time sitting in front of the computer. rofl. but who cares. (:

oh yea, went to mummy's friend's son's wedding dinner yesterday night. i think it was the best of all the dinners i went so far. (: it didn't start with the old cold plate. rather, it started with the yummy crispy roasted suckling pig. (乳猪 yes?) damn yummy! (: and there was a dish where they put 麦片虾 and wasabi prawns together! like wasabi prawns? my first time trying that, had two. not bad. the second one made my nose abit sad. lol. 呛到了. wooo. and there was scallop with broccoli. DAMN BIG CAN. freaking scallop. lol. i sound like suaku, but please tahan for a few more minutes while i describe more food. (: then it was the abalone with sea cucumber and veggie. one piece of abalone for each person! and sibeh big piece of sea cucumber. :D its like omfg-the-tasty. LOL. XD then fishmaw with 鲍翅 with prawns with scallop. wah kao. dang-boon can? (lol its hokkien.) cold dessert, ice cream puff and coconut marshmallow. hot dessert is some.. cheng-thng alike thing. lol. but overall, all of them sibeh delicious lah. lol. oh ya, and there was this uncle sitting beside me, he got a little funny after a while, i suspect its the beer. LOL. keep saying he can sell his food to those who want more. -_-'' very lame. then halfway he scooped more rice for me. then say:" 看uncle帮你拿多一点leh! 还不快叫干爹!" LOLWTF? LOL. then me and mummy abit full already, then uncle say:"eh, 不用客气, 我们有给红包的!" LOLWTFAGAIN? LOL. so funny luh. then after that there was the wet towels on the table mah, so we all ate finish then the uncle turn to the towels and say: "wah, 还有chee cheong fan leh!" LOL. WAHPIANG. the whole table maciam PENG liao! LOL. then after that the uncle say:"wah, 幸好我不是跟你搭同一辆巴士, 不然我真的醉了, 你就惨了!" lol? wtf? o_o but in the end we really take same bus, cus' got shuttle bus fetch us to and fro. then the uncle see me on the bus again, he:" 哇! 又是你! 我醉了! 我醉了!" LOL. KNS LA. HAHAHAHAH. XD but the uncle really very very funny. lmao can. rofl. oh, and he say i look like 潘mei chen(g). whoever is that. i dont know. lolol. but when the uncle talk to me, mummy so quiet sia. lol. actually is we two also very quiet. hahahaa. uncle very noisy 就对了. ahhaha. XD

ok, back to wds. ):

listen; 天亮以后 - 胡歌

my wish (will) come true; shinjite

2007-07-07T14:15:00.000+08:00

[edit]
PEOPLE! NEW FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT @ MY CURRENT ADDRESS! ADD! THANKS!
abit late but paiseh ah!
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post inspired by zoe's tag. (: went to search what's michishirube, and this online english-japanese dictionary's results show me that it means.. signpost? hmm. nevermind! the guy who sang it, i think he's the same guy who sang D.N.Angel's main opening Byakuya~True Light~ also, who is Shunichi Miyamoto. (: but i think he translated the meaning of the song Michishirube better than Byakuya~ True Light~. (: i get goosepimples/bumps everytime i hear Michishirube. wonder if you guys get the feeling? it's not like i really understand the entire meaning of the song, but plugging it into my ears (loudly), with the tune and his vocals & feelings makes it happen. D: (shiver) lol.

anyway, you know what. i decided web design is more of a pain in the ass in regards to individual projects. T_T ROAR! this is so gay! ): SAD! -_- tuesday! beta site! final proposal! wtf! D: kns!

oh yup. i shall upload my songs to my iMeem player. (: and a freaking site meter to keep track of things. the old one wouldn't fit properly. T_T can't seem to centralize itself even with my center codes. -_- tmd! ): lol. geek speak. goodness.

): i hate designing proper stuff. lol. its a student thing. hahahahhha. whatever!

listen; michishirube - shunichi miyamoto

photography; grades; art

2007-07-06T20:11:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling arty-farty at the moment. lol. (: however, the new assignment for visli is photography but with Textures/Patterns as a theme! D: which.. not really sucky but, still as zomg as ever. ): but nevermind. at least ive been improving my grades in visli. (: cher said i was really close to an A this time for that 101 designs, but not good enough. D: i feel abit insecure about my commskills grade and visli grade. cus' there isn't really an overall grade for me to gauge myself at the moment. bleh. nevermind! still, although its abit far to say this, but, i think i wanna go uni! if possible. like, i want a better future. who doesnt?! -_- whatever!

sweat a little in the afternoon, played a little basketball with cong, CJ, philip, devon, ben & chunfu. lol. im freaking rusty already. cannot make it. no wrong, is sibeh cannot make it. noob until cannot noob. lol. :X the basketball feels so foreign in my hands. -_- gah. lol, and the funny thing is, most of us were wearing jeans, collared shirt/tee/polo, black coloured top, slippers even. rofl. and shoelaces undoing everywhere. lol. XD but at least a bit fun ya. hahaha. rofl.

bought myself snapple lime green iced tea on the way home. yummy. (: although grandma says its a little bit sweet. hm, i think so too. haha. my family dont really have a thing for sweet stuff. (: bulululu~ i should start on my web design beta site soon. and final proposal. ah. ~~fuck.~~ i wished the weekends were 48 hours/day. ya, i wish. lol. (x

listen; 情非得以 - 哈林

PS. according to THIS, my japanese name is Saruwatari Yumi (猿渡弓美, monkey on a crossing bridge, beautiful bow as in bow and arrow.) okay, now i see why cong tags that i look like monkey. LOL! such a BIG coincidence? perhaps i really was a monkey in my previous life. (: